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Gurdjieff said that one needed to be a total egoist at the beginning, even to the point of taking another man’s life if necessary.   Later, you can pay back what you stole ten fold, to care for the weak and vulnerable.

His grandmother forced him to read the Bible when he was young and he was educated by a priest that his father arranged.

Once a…[Read more]

The Urantia book is like many such materials spouting from American culture, like ACIM, and also all the “channels” from planet Nibiru, the Pleiades, and forgive me for not remembering the so many others.  Bashar, Mount Shastra, Teal Swan, Abraham Hicks, Chiron, Crimson Circle.

There is something very insincere and fake about American c…[Read more]

Holy God
Holy Firm
Holy Immortal
Have Mercy Upon Us
Amen

Yes, this is my kind of quote.  Let us fall into the Light with all haste and commitment.

The Marion March book is typical probably, teaches all the theory, but why begin this way.  I believe this is a degeneration common in our state of consciousness.   Someone at some time did feel the…[Read more]

The human body is a very fine and very powerful organ of creation that communicates with all the celestial bodies and forces, it is a “transmitter for speaking to God”.   That line was take from the film Raiders of the Lost Ark, but actually it is we who are the transmitter.

Astrologers rely on Almanacs and reference books to tell them what…[Read more]

I Am That I Am

All that is occurring in this statement is that a person experiences “universal consciousness” which is the conscious plane that is part of creation.   As a human experiences it he feels “identity”, hence the name “I Am”.   It is felt more strongly at the back of the head, hence halos in most traditions are behind the head.  …[Read more]

The Assassin’s Creed clip …. there are a great many modern medias like this that our society is watching.

They are part of the darkness creeping into all aspects of our society as the world is destroyed.

They say that to there is no truth, so anything is permitted.   Other movies say that to love is to have a 6 pack and ***k each other in a…[Read more]

Fighting is easy, but who to fight and for what.  We must define an exit condition and work towards it.   The drop must enter the ocean, meaning your practice must be one-way you must be ready to leave, you must throw yourself into “I Am” with no intention of coming back.  Die on your cushion as they say.

“There’s nothing for me here now.
I wa…[Read more]

Critical

Yes what I believe is Critical is that you understand how chi kung / alchemy leads to “I Am” or to “Dying Before You Die”.

Does anyone know ?

Personally I do Chi Kung because I like it and because it stabilises my emotions and offers protection.

Chi Kung is a subconscious path, meaning you have instructions and follow them and a result ensues.
But the thing is consciousness does not work like this.
It is neither a tool of development nor is it a “result”.
Because YOU have to become…[Read more]

Funny

Japanese people are … very …. something, not sure what.

Energy
I am afraid that many people have quite ******ideas about what the path is about, flying into the clouds with a lion loincloth with purple energy flowing out of your earholes, following a great master with long beard and silk robes.

But you know “self realisation” is …. just…[Read more]

Important things I noticed :

I studied Gurdjieff seriously and for some time.  He had begun with a complex and intricate alchemical path.   But somewhere along his journey he declared that once you have “I Am” then the “Real I” is just behind it …. and he began to define an end condition of the path.

What is the relationship between his lo…[Read more]

And some say the era of guilt conscience and redemption is over, that we are “free” and don’t need the Christian conditioning.

Really ?  Then prove it.

All I see is destruction.

And then there are those fables like King Midas who lusts after power and gold and ends up killing everyone,  power mad.  Becoming energy mad is just the same.

I don’t know if energy is the way to anything at all, perhaps it is just a sickness.

The way out involves surrender and humility.

Energy work can be used to clean the energy bodies .…[Read more]

Just looking at the Rosicrucian material, and yesterday I was looking at Damanhur centre in Italy another Christian mystic group.
But these groups seem to use a particular blending of sexual energy and perhaps other energies to develop yourself.
I suppose it is also similar to the Inner Alchemy of Qigong.
It’s all the same.
They harness the…[Read more]

I do love this :

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i1txqBRnwkE

There is Christian conditioning, and there is anti-Christian conditioning. Humans being empty inside try to fill themselves with conditioning, the particular type depends on the social currents they find themselves in, and they are washed downstream with them.

Jesus of Nazareth said to pray thus : “Our father who art in Heaven, hallowed be Thy…[Read more]

There is only a single value : that you escape.
The value of a guide, any guide at all, is without measure.
On this planet everyone offers to be your guide, because they don’t know enough to know they don’t know anything.
Every day many of our species stop breathing and are wheeled out.
There is nothing new under the Sun.