Starting my white tigresss practise

Hello all

I have resived some DVD´s for me and “my” white tigress.

So far I have only started the eight brocade practises, my w tigress have started some willow waist and some sexual practises to.

I like the practise of the eight brocade. I have just learned the five first brocades. They are performed in a sited crossleged position and if done from the CD all eight takes about an hour and fiften minutes. I do them regualrily every day now since two weaks.

A litle bit difficult to have time to both the exame work and the practises, but going alright anyway. Have found some form of routin of building up the days that seems to work.

Some of the practises have I done before, but I have got better instuctions now and have improved some of the performaces. Some of the movements are still hard to do. but I am improving.

Actually I had a sexual reaction to one of the brocades, that is to massage the kidneys. The situatin is that this summer my erection have been quite weak. And that have never happened to me before. I think it was due to the fact that before being able to stop the porn thing I had a period of using it alot. So this might have lessened my Jing. Another possibility was that I had an afair with a married woman, and that was somewhat difficult for me. Anyway during the practise session I did feel, as I see it, a greate energy potential. It was like in my lower chakra region there were alot energy that I didn´t realy have any contact to, but I could start feel it was there. As a wage recognition of something wery strong and big. This was felt during the stilling of the mind part of the session. After that when massaging the kidneys I did feel some kind of uncomfortable feeling from them, not very uncomfortable but a litle. Then some energy left the kidneys and took its way to the sperm palace. It did hurt quite alot. But I did feel a relif of some kind of blockage I think. Well anyway that nigth I had several awakenings with a wery stong erection indeed and it have been good since. It was a few days ago.

Well I think for the moment that this practise suits me quite fine and thing it is good for my condition that the kidneys are emphasized in the eight brocades.

Adictions also

Porn is no problem at all. It have completely left me so far. I agree with TheSeeker that sometimes it is just to stop an adiction that is the most efective.

Cofe: Last weak I didn´t stop at the three cups but was on five or something. This weak I´m already up to three, so we will see how I manage. I do not think that drinking more than three realy benefits my work, beacase the cofe creates some unballances and also take energy. So still an issue.

S D