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February 2, 2013 at 6:42 pm #24841AdyoParticipant
I have been cultivating now for about a month and last night something terrible happened to me in my sleep. Now I’ve had night emissions/wet dreams before in the dream state and I know these to be just residual impurities of the mind that are surfacing: furthermore always after one of these night emissions I always notice the fluid to be clear prostatic fluid (in other words I didn’t lose my essence). BUT THIS WAS DIFFERENT. I’ve done some preliminary research on the phenomena of ‘sleep paralysis’ and I think this falls into that category.
I was in a state of a sort of ‘half-sleep’ I was aware of my body on my bed, I was aware of my bed, I was aware of my cat sleeping next to me on my bed. but I was still somehow asleep and there was this entity hovering over me. A female entity she was tan with short black hair and she was intensely masterbating. I mean vigorously masterbating over me like violently. she then whispered to me “I want you inside me” and at that moment I could feel I was about to ejaculate. I wanted to wake up but I couldn’t and I then had a violent night emission and felt very drained.
I was then able to wake up and got up and went to the bathroom in a very agitated state because I took off my boxers and looked at what I had ejaculated and to my despair it was a large amount of very white, pure, concentrated semen. This night emission was very different from anything I experience before and I know this entity to be a hungry ghost that attacked me in my sleep. I do not want her to come back and I really need some suggestions from you guys on some energy work in order to build a spiritual shield around my subtle body. please please please help. I need a POWERFUL technique to protect me NOW because i DO NOT want this ghost to make a habit of coming back to me every night to satisfy her hunger for lust.February 2, 2013 at 6:42 pm #24839AdyoParticipantI have been cultivating now for about a month and last night something terrible happened to me in my sleep. Now I’ve had night emissions/wet dreams before in the dream state and I know these to be just residual impurities of the mind that are surfacing: furthermore always after one of these night emissions I always notice the fluid to be clear prostatic fluid (in other words I didn’t lose my essence). BUT THIS WAS DIFFERENT. I’ve done some preliminary research on the phenomena of ‘sleep paralysis’ and I think this falls into that category.
I was in a state of a sort of ‘half-sleep’ I was aware of my body on my bed, I was aware of my bed, I was aware of my cat sleeping next to me on my bed. but I was still somehow asleep and there was this entity hovering over me. A female entity she was tan with short black hair and she was intensely masterbating. I mean vigorously masterbating over me like violently. she then whispered to me “I want you inside me” and at that moment I could feel I was about to ejaculate. I wanted to wake up but I couldn’t and I then had a violent night emission and felt very drained.
I was then able to wake up and got up and went to the bathroom in a very agitated state because I took off my boxers and looked at what I had ejaculated and to my despair it was a large amount of very white, pure, concentrated semen. This night emission was very different from anything I experience before and I know this entity to be a hungry ghost that attacked me in my sleep. I do not want her to come back and I really need some suggestions from you guys on some energy work in order to build a spiritual shield around my subtle body. please please please help. I need a POWERFUL technique to protect me NOW because i DO NOT want this ghost to make a habit of coming back to me every night to satisfy her hunger for lust. -
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