Nnonnth

… the problem can be that the ways you have found to be happy in the absence of such an important part of yourself don’t work with the part added. But if you can be true to all of yourself you will find the universe and other people come around in a hurry. Big changes are fun. j

It reminds me a little bit of what the Dreyfuss character gets in ‘Close Encounters’… da da dum dum duuuumm… 🙂 To ‘parse’ the explanation for alchemists remember that any being can also be considered an energy. Very easy for astral beings to put thoughts in your head… they do it all the time… I’ve done it to others myself…

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… it just means drugs, you’re right it’s only ever appeared before me in a shamanic context. A doctor would say hallucinogen, psychedelic. But definitely refers to the ‘experience-type’ drugs, not the downer and upper variety. I’m sure Intelligence will correct me if I’m wrong. 🙂 j

… the native americans. Sometimes they restricted its use to th shamans, or they would use it only on special occasions but get very high on it, it was an entheogen. This para from the wikipedia entry for tobacco was quite eyecatching:

>>Because of its sacred and respected nature, tobacco abuse (thoughtlessly and addictively chain smoking) is…[Read more]

I was talking about that with a couple of people the other day funnily enough. We ended up thinking that comedians tend to get angrier as their lives go on. Then they tend to become ‘worthy’ and try to fix things, they become preachy, but start out usually as innocently joyful. We noticed this pattern in our fave brit comics such as Eddie Izzard,…[Read more]

>>as some say, spirit is noverbal, so you are correct.
it is like doing dream command verbally instead of attuning to it
or like in astral project one would start talking instead of alligning <>supercial (vulgar) words are civilization specific and bound to it
so if one’s method is bound to it then one’s self is bound to it
which is of…[Read more]

Well I can’t say too much from the personal point of view but there’s an epidemic of these cramps in my family for example and people often get stomach problems or sex system problems from them. The issues seem to relate to authority and social status, the old who I actually am vs. who I appear to be thing, self-sabotage from fear of society.

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… actually I find it sometimes useful when contemplating life decisions because it happens more when I’m on the right track in my thoughts. Well if you have it then at least I’m not the only one so that’s cool. I guess I take the website and stuff with some salt but I’ve had stranger things turn out true for sure so I keep openminded. j

Do you know you’re dreaming, and can you aim for specific places? If you can that opens up all sorts of neat stuff. j

… 1st man don’t do any beating yourself over the head, you know all this is just an experiment and you had no way of knowing what would be triggered.

2ndly I have some similar issues and I’m a smoker myself. I didn’t get quite the level of pain you got when I quit once (for about 8 years!) but I totally know the cramping thing and it’s part…[Read more]

… out while stomach is moving in. I’ve had it a couple of times but it doesn’t seem to be a big part of the technique to me. You aren’t supposed to try for it in any case, it’s another thing that ‘just happens’. j