Nnonnth

It seems most of your post was things I already had said to you… bizarrely, all this fun agreement in you seems premature and is only building tension in me, but to get those out of the way –

Of COURSE jam session of COURSE getting great pleasure of COURSE tension keeps us on toes of COURSE a mating dance of COURSE no right note of COURSE…[Read more]

>>You’re probably thinking “he’s off on one again… it is you who decides to have these drives, it is you who decides to be alive in a body etc etc” – that’s fine, but saying that has no practical use for me. As you know I’m pretty pragmatic, I’ll discard things very easily and quickly if they’re not useful to me right now – perhaps when they are…[Read more]

Can we say that ‘letting go’ is in some way death? If so you cannot say the only way of life is to die! Then where is the life? You cannot have one without the other!

Death is transformation. Something dies so that something else lives. If only the death occurs, the new and the life are missed. I felt this death-obssession in many Buddhist…[Read more]

Freeform –

I think we are totally agreed, apart from the way we like to say it!

But you may not. I apologise for not having waited until today – that post was written at 2am so I might not have been at my clearest. I also think that it is no bad thing to like to phrase things differently – it is necessary for different paths etc.

I came…[Read more]

>>see, I reccon ‘free will’ is one of the main fallacies of christianity<> I know that I dont have a fully ‘free will’ – I still have automatic/reflexive reactions to things around me<>In the same way someone placed in a dangerous situation will freeze, someone else will run, and someone else will fight – there is no concious choice to these…[Read more]

>>”Man who goes to bed with stiff problem, wakes up with solution in hand”<<

hahahahahaha!

"Some people have it, some people don't, some people just like to watch others having it"

NN

>>circulation has been the best solution for me<<

Solution to what? NN

>>I’ve got a bit of a Napoleon Dynamite addiction – that’s the reason for the Dang!… If you still havent seen this film – go and rent it now!!!<>One thing I’d like to know more about is your notion of decision. Is this similar to the notion of ‘free will’? If so, does everyone have free will, or ability to make concious, willfull…[Read more]

>>I hope this helps.<>Best of luck on your magick journey!<<

Likewise dude. NN

>>Don’t contract the PC muscles<<

I don't. I was told that some taoists do, that's all.

My question was not on the subject of orgasm without ejaculation, but the reverse! NN

>>However, I have had times when the energy was (mostly?) drawn out of the sperm and moved around the orbit – at this point when I ejaculated I felt much less of an energy loss.<>during very prolonged sex sessions (3-5 hours) and acompanied with some heart-connection with my partner.<>never ejaculated without orgasming…<<

Well it *does*…[Read more]

>>The medicine says fire is the king. But there is always the queen aroung.

The medicine says will is the aspect of water.
Water controls the fire.<>Inner versus outer will. Which runs deeper.<<

Clearly since my inner will creates the universe whilst my outer one has trouble getting up in the morning, the answer is clear!

best…

>>The medicine says will is the aspect of water.<<

Since reading Spare I agree. No longer into Bardon. He could have no ease. Have you read Spare? Know no 5-element theory. No time to learn now! life going mental. love NN

>>Never asking for help. Rather the change. To be possessed by unname. And to leave no lineage behind.

Sick are full of sickness. Mercy is alligning with the sick.<<

Jernej I like your style. NN

>>They definitely had notion of hun and po (binary soul theory) at the time, po is mentioned in lao tzu. But this did not translate into granting the reincarnation process any causative”karmic” power over our free will to embody the Tao NOW, in present moment.<<

Interesting! I have a question – quite apart from "karma" we do have some kind of…[Read more]

Heya Emelgee –

This is when you find out what the relationship itself is made of. I had a similar issue myself definitely – I would like to ask though, whether when you say:

>>This, understandably, is creating a great deal of concern for my partner… I know that I want to follow these other paths of growth and I don’t know whether he has…[Read more]

>>So this requires spiritual technology be used to replace obsession with machine technology.

Before outer obsessions lead to Techno-Gods empowerment and loss of free will.<>How deeply can the Techno Gods get entrenched? i don’t know, and don’t want to find out.<>But lots of unconscious scientists out there trying their best to empower…[Read more]

>>They have one eye open, the eye of external alchemical process.<<

Only half an eye in my opinion. I like this joining of spiritual with scientific far less than you. Will continue to divide art from science. NN

Michael I really enjoyed that post!

I don’t understand though what you mean when you say that ‘if the Techno-God empowered humans get entrenched, they may be harder to manage or dislodge.’

Do you mean harder in the sense that much more misery will occur before they are removed? Or do you think that literally there is some techno-life…[Read more]

>>I hope you’ve noticed that this belief reflects ‘where I am’ in terms of my spiritual journey… Perhaps when I reach Michael’s level, I’d think that I can experience the universe objectively…<<

I guess I've noticed that. Despite our similarities we come at things very differently! My bet would be: you will never lose your view that there…[Read more]