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One pattern amongst the lives of teachers is that they learn the incremental stage by stage teachings and when they get to the top they feel unfulfilled.   Then they disappear in the wilderness where something magical happens and then they return enlightened.   That’s Buddha’s story, Aurobindo spent 4 years in retreat, Eckhart Tolle, UG Kri…[Read more]

There is an old Japanese movie called Hare Kiri about the great feudal Japan and the code of the Samurai.   People who had disgraced the houses had to kill themselves.  But the movie shoes that it was all cynical and manipulative and there was no honour init.   Small people at the top forced others to kill themselves through deceit and mani…[Read more]

Also sometimes doing Fire & Water but just on right leg to clear blockage, unclear how useful this is

Feels like day by day this practice is eroding the blockages in the GB / LV / ST channels on the right.   However it is taking a very long time, probably several years like this to clear.   Also doing EFT on this material

5 Animals lasts about half an hour, and I do it almost every day as part of a 60-90 min routine.

Just finished this morning’s.

I was actually visualising some abandonment trauma from my childhood before each animal, and had strong emissions in Metal / Water / Fire ….a little in Wood, nothing in Earth.

Not sure it is actually anger I feel,…[Read more]

I suppose the idea is that we are not actually resisted.

But we are hypnotised into this idea that life is out to get us and spend a lot of energy working out how to defend ourselves and survive.

But it is all an old theatre.   And those who are not sensitive or intelligent enough to see beyond the theatre belong in the theatre, I s…[Read more]

What has this got to do with this thread and my questions and observations ?

I see no similarity between the two men you mention.

I was a warrior, then I found the Way, now I am on the Way … so not sure what I am now.

Perhaps if I surrender a bit deeper I can become the Way.

All those matcho images … okay its useful to a point, but who will you fight ?
The TTC says that you don’t have to fight, just be patient and when the doorway opens just calmly walk through.

In a…[Read more]

Why is sex just a problem for humans ?

Possibly because after a good hard rogering you will feel half normal, it is so powerful it floods your circuits and you feel have sane.

Half sane people are unwelcome at this particularly destructive party.

Shameful, but then mankind is shameful.   These things happen at the White House in the USA as well and in Hollywood and UK Parliament.

Those institutions also have cult-like status and so on.

Humans just are like that, it seems, at least right now.

Within myself it is very difficult to harmonize my own life as well.

Another thing is that I pour out the anger every day, and seems to be full up the next day.  Am I making progress, well not sure.

Nothing more depressing than spiritual teachers and their bloody stories.  Shut up from time to time why don’ t you.

For a monkey talking is a way of sucking up to the boss, or ingratiating yourself with females, or maintaining your social status.   When people talk that’s what they are really doing, no matter the content of their talk.   It…[Read more]

For love to happen many other things have to happen too … probably for rich Harvard graduates they don’t have to worry about most of that.

In fact if you read the Glueck study itself  rather than the “news” version  you will see that if you are in a disadvantages low income family it is quite easy to be destroyed by your surroundings.

But b…[Read more]

Why ?  Because monkeys like to talk but all their talk bores me.  No matter how dressed up it is, it is always the same, like all movies are always the same, all books are the same, all people are the same.  It is tiresome to hear it, it all sounds the same.

I only interest myself in the Light.
It is one.
It is now.

Why is there an external ?

Existence is trying to create beings that will one day live in a non-corporeal inner world.  But when these souls are very young they cannot comprehend the inner world as it is extremely subtle.  It is subtle and beautiful and of the light.  But for a very young soul it just would be impossible to learn how to live the…[Read more]