September 7, 2015 at 3:14 pm #44765
I have an old blockage, I call it “the Left Dog”. It spans almost the entire length of the left side of the body, although it is mainly left side of chest and shoulder armpit, left arm, left neck.
It has been there for a long time, and exerts a great deal of influence on my life. It twists the entire upper torso of my body clockwise pretty much all the time, and sometimes contracts, writhes itself.
It also is a great source of anxiety leading to much unsavoury behaviour, and harms my life a great deal.
When I tried to communicate with it, often I have the picture of a young boy about 6, in distress and vomiting black puke.
I am not sure then if the blockage is the puke, an dark entity lodge inside me, or is the boy and his distress … unresolved childhood issues.
Anyway, what to do about it. As my identity is becoming more integrated I feel I need to find a way to reconcile this large fragment.
At the moment I am trying to embody my higher identity into a larger and larger portion of the physical body, hoping that its presence will dissolve / integrate anything there.
I am also using the dissolving practice from the Inner Smile CD to dissolve the physical body which works fairly well although the Left Dog bucks like hell and remains mostly solid and aching.
I will have to see if these things are able to reconcile it.
I had wondered about 2 other alternatives :
i) Deep Healing Chi Kung. My questions here are : what are the downsides ? For instance if you have been cultivating yourself and then use this technique does it wash everything into the drain ?
And when/ why do you stop using it ?
And how is it used with Primordial Chi Kung ?
ii) BKF has Dragon and Tiger Medical Chi Kung. How does that compare to Deep Healing Chi Kung ?
ThanksSeptember 7, 2015 at 7:34 pm #44766
>>>I am not sure then if the blockage is the puke,
>>>an dark entity lodge inside me, or
>>>is the boy and his distress … unresolved childhood issues.
I suspect that it is the last thing you said, i.e. unresolved childhood issues . . . probably relating to your father, as left side of the body connects to male ancestors. You could always work through these issues on your own, as you work through the alchemy line . . . OR you could contact Michael and request a private healing session with him (he does private shengong therapy to help root out the underlying issue).
>>>Deep Healing Chi Kung. My questions here are :
>>>what are the downsides ?
You could lose your sickness and disease, which maybe you’ve identified yourself with, causing a sense of loss. Or as spiritual problems get resolved, the universe approves of your work and sends you more challenging problems to solve.
>>>For instance if you have been cultivating yourself
>>>and then use this technique does it wash
>>>everything into the drain ?
Nope. It only washes away the illness and lower-level consciousness, bringing you to higher health and higher consciousness. You are bringing in fresh higher-level patterns, so it is actually additional cultivation . . . i.e. an add-on, not a minus.
>>>And when/ why do you stop using it ?
No reason to stop doing it.
>>>And how is it used with Primordial Chi Kung ?
DHQ is more about manifesting change; it’s clockwise nature ties in the unfolding of time. Primordial turns ccw against a larger cw cycle; it counteracts the flow of time to allow deeper exploration of the present moment. The two forms are complementary, so you get more bang for your buck if you do both.
>>>ii) BKF has Dragon and Tiger Medical Chi Kung.
>>>How does that compare to Deep Healing Chi Kung ?
I’m not familiar with his form, so can’t comment.
I tend not to explore outside HT too much.
Maybe others can reply.
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