dark days and fusion

I have been working with the first
half of the fusion practices and
all is good when practicing with
the cds. But when I go on my own
I am overwhelmed with negative
feelings, the skin on my arms
and underarms have burst out in
an itchy rash, along with a rash
of bad timing and small accidents…
ahhhh…….is this
all about cleaning out before
things get better. I’ve been doing
more bone breathing, and riding
the cosmic horse to help but
this all seems so big. I do
hope that humanity doesn’t end
this year because I really want
to have more time to work with
the fusion.

Adel