April 13, 2011 at 10:18 am #37177
Practicing healing love im come to simple conclusion that big desire is bad for me and absence of desire its bad too. Now when im practice im stop when i have small or middle desire in comparison with my desire before practice.
In the recent past when i badly transform my sexual energy my disire grow with every day of my practice. And in another case if i pass critical point(but not ejaculate) im lose many sexual energy. Now transformation with orbit in highest centers is good but also i can come to absence of desire. And its important for me to have little or middle desire after practice. As for me its like to have small appetite after lunch:)April 14, 2011 at 12:59 pm #37178
Congratulations on your new discovery.
Now, I would push you to do some self-exploration.
What am I wanting? / Where is the desire coming from?
Why do I want it?
What is the purpose?
Knowing what is driving the feeling deep down,
is worth exploring.
Have fun . . . SApril 15, 2011 at 3:19 am #37180
Yes this questions im asking myself befor this discover and i find that lot in my practice was excessive. Mabe its critical point in my practice when quality win quantity.May 9, 2011 at 7:09 am #37182
Mmmm this is like the walk-in-the-middle type thing. Don’t have too big desire but don’t have too small desire. BUT…. this is something i get confused with….
We seek to be in the middle, that balance, but when we get there we feel bored – everything is too easy. We know if we were smart we would just stay there but we don’t – or i don’t at least. I think it’s not natural to do this walk-in-the-middle type thing.
There are seasons for a reason. Everthing has its turn. We need to be stressed in every which way so that we have a desire to move on and onto the next phase or season. Being earth and centred probably is the best for physical health but i think it can cause fustration because you are so centred and inert that it’s either impossible to stay there or not where you should stay.
Having a very strong sexual desire is fun and gives you so much energy! But you can feel fustrated too. Having no desire is very calming but can be quiet boring. Having medium desire has qualitys of both but it is not memorable. It’s not a good feeling that comes to mind when you think back at the ‘good ol days’. First to memory is when i had massive desire and the animal instinct was raging inside me.
Anyone have other or different ideas about this? Maybe because i am a wood type the rageing is more attractive to me. Is this right, do other people find the no desire more attractive or are people the same as me?May 10, 2011 at 7:56 am #37184
When i practice healing love with my girl i feel that we generate many energy, and with orbit i charge my body.. But there is level when i feel that my body is full and if i cross this level i feel discharging, also i find that its happens with my girl too.May 11, 2011 at 7:08 am #37186
Moderation in all things
INCLUDING Moderation itself
It pays to be extreme at times.
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