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March 7, 2006 at 9:04 am #11267BeginnerParticipant
Hi all, first time back in a while and enjoying the new set up. Since last posting I divorced after 27 years and raising two kids. On a couch in a friends house now and appreciating the deeper shifts that seemed to intitate that huge domestic one.
My new rhythms appear to be sleeping a few hours and waking to pracice about 3. In the calm of the early morning I catch movement under my chatty mind and dance with that. I am absorbing Michael’s path through Greater Kan and Li and all the forms synergize over and over from the smile to the primordial.
Last night the energies of Dragon appeared to land most strongly. Well not land as much as emerge from the deeper channels. The mind couldn’t contain him/her but the heart could. I am wondering what encounters any of you have had or perhaps any insight you may have about this sort of force?
The emotional response dragon brings in me is exhiliration and dynamic joy. There are also aspects of beauty, fire and air and a connection to a more dimensional earth. Not much yet around gold, though it appears his scales are some forged phophorescence. Water I don’t detect at all.
I am not a big woo-woo guy unless the images I have embody substance from inside of my energetics. Dragon surely does and it is why I ask for more personal experiences you may have had. chi blessings, barry
March 8, 2006 at 2:20 am #11268russellnParticipantRe “Last night the energies of Dragon appeared to land most strongly.”
Possibly connected to forthcoming lunar eclipse on 14th/15th March. The previous moon phase concluded yesterday and we entered the week leading to full moon lunar eclipse. When Moon (Yin) gets eclipsed Sun is emphasised. Sun is Yang = Dragon.
Be interesting to note time of lunar eclipse and see how it is close to exact time.
I’ve added a link to a site with info on lunar phases.
Best,March 8, 2006 at 5:46 pm #11270wendyParticipant…The mind couldn’t contain him/her but the heart could…
I once received my dragon heart and it was one of the most beautiful feelings I ever had, like a new dawn…after that, through the years my heart started to live its ‘own life’ and was and still is mysterious in what it is communicating exactly. Like it shows me something I don’t understand (yet). It always starts without any cause, sometimes a couple of times a day, sometimes a few times a week, like the heart opens and every time I wonder ‘hey who is this talking to me’, ‘where is it coming from’,like I am looking for an outward cause. For a long time I believed it was a heart respons on an outer impulse but I doubt this more and more.
Yet, I am also able to start this ‘opening’ by thought, when I connect to earth or person or writing this post, the heart starts to react very strongly. It is not a ‘love’ feeling, not an overwhelming feeling of joy or happiness. It is a pressure that is not painfull nor scaring me at all. It is very present and takes my full attention, I can’t ignore the heart, it is calling me.
Or maybe I am just heading for a heart disease/disorder.
Maybe my heart can’t contain the inner dragon fire. Maybe I just pay the prize for a dragon heart.
I have no ending yet for this story but I hope it inspires you some how…March 9, 2006 at 8:43 am #11272wendyParticipantThanks to your question I started realize I didn’t take care of my ‘gift’ too well. It is calling me so often and I ignore its call too many times.
Last night I opened a dialogue with my heart and found dragon wars, I decided to keep the heart open and focus on it with more awareness. So today it is so, opening my eyes, I switched my heart on, and realized that I needed the lower dantian to feed the heart otherwise it is too exhausting. With the lower dantian activated I can easily do both. Like two strong anchor points I feel how the power is uprising into my throat heading for my brain.
Thanks Again Barry for awaking me again for the dragon power, we need to help the dragons to help ourselves. Dragons and reptiles are part of us, fighting against is fighting against a part of ourself.
I admit that the shape shifting reptile stories kind of puzzle me. I had quite some deep experiences with it yet I never met an actual shape shifting reptile/human before my eyes. I do met a lot of astral reptiles and some people have more reptile memory than others depending on their ‘mission’ on this planet. And maybe I am very ignorant about it, too open and receptive but till now I still perceive it as a ‘fear’ because of no-understanding.
I know there are ‘bad’ ones who want control and world domination, but there are ‘good’ ones as well, who want to make things right, who want to dissolve the hate and anger, the wars between the opposites.
I know that there are a lot of movies and books written in the US about this topic and I rather avoid too much of this anti or pro-paganda because it dilutes my fairness and openness. And I admit as well that reptiles are so bright and can manipulate so well it is very difficult to tell what is really ‘clean and clear’ or what is just a trick/manipulation. That is the far most number one reason why I ignored the dragon heart because of the ultimate unknown factor…is this heart honest?The only way to find out is to go with it and maybe I am strong enough today to give it a try…
love your enemy and transform the bad into the good, into the neutral, that is why we are here, isn’t it!?March 9, 2006 at 11:20 am #11274FajinParticipantHi Wendy,
Nice comments on the draconians/reptilians. I was a reptilian in a past life on Lemuria. There was a nuclear war and I died there. I’ve had a series of dreams on this for quite some time. Reptilians are good, but there is a sect today controlling the people, the media, and all. They treat humans as something inferior and think that this universe was meant for them. I’ve had dreams showing that they will appear to us sometime in the near future, and other benevolent races living in higher dimensions will too, like the other humans. There is a golden age coming for humans and a rebirth of spiritual technology coming. We must be open to this, and open to our alien counterparts who will come, including draconians and reptilians. An open and accepting heart is who they need, they lost their true spiritual nature. Compassion for those who are against us.
Fajin
March 9, 2006 at 11:57 am #11276wendyParticipantThat is their biggest problem, ‘they’ can not be open because if they do the sky will fall upon the human race, we will freak out. So they try to find humans open minded enough to interact with, to communicate with. But big trouble on that part as well because humans interfering with ‘them’ start to think/believe they are the ‘chosen’ one, they believe they are chosen to express ‘them’. How many new messiahs believe they are the one, how many sects believe they are chosen and act completely alienated (look at scientology) from the rest of the planet, humans have big time trouble to act from their own center and stay there yet be open for communication to everything and everyone. I know, I’ve been there too…
So Fajin, for what it is worth, I had a vision I was once an armed Atlantean and was killed thanks to the destruction that was no longer to be stopped, we started to kill each other before the final destruction killed all finally, maybe that is why you and I and so many others are back to understand and act from a better understanding that war and anger is not the solution and never will. That fear is not the path to harmony, and all these movies and books are not bringing a clear light but contrary is making the path even more difficult.
Glad to have you around brother 🙂March 9, 2006 at 2:58 pm #11278FajinParticipantThank you Wendy for the nice reply. Yes, conflict, in the end, serves only to create one meaning, fear. I hope there will be global and universal peace soon. Religions are just another form of politics, probably created by the reptilians – my guess. We should make our bodies the only temple, church or mosque. Buddha, Krishna, Jesus, etc. didn’t want religions to arise, now that they did, people blindly follow and think it’s the gospel truth, the way or the light.
There’s going to be alot of changes in the near future, especially with the whole thing about the magnetic pole switch soon. Being open and changing with change can we be ready for it. The only way humans can be ready for these changes is if they learn to become self-responsible, but I see no hope for this – it’s a pity really. People have been manipulated and it’s time they woke up, but they won’t until it happens. It’s a cycle, like it was on Atlantis/Lemuria.
About being back in this physicality again, I think that we should do what we can for ourselves and others. We made the decision or the choice to be who we are right NOW, in the present. If everyone were responsible for themselves, there would be no mess here in the first place. We don’t know our origin and our root where we really came from, of course wuji, but our lineage, before atlantis, what really happened.
Were we an eperiment? Did we come back to rewrite a terrible wrong? There is something more to this than the Daoist cosmology and other theories circulating in the present. Although, our soul purpose now is to free ourselves, and with others, share universal love. We have to do what we can and our tools will strike at the right moment.
Fajin
March 9, 2006 at 3:49 pm #11280MoonglowParticipantas per Fajin’s statement
“alien counterparts who will come, including draconians and reptilians”Already here they are. Reptilians with big feet and orange/green skin. Kind of strange to see them but I only saw their feet – ws standing next to me during a class by a former qigong instructor. Of course when I inquired about what I saw the instructor had no comment.
Good or bad? Hard to say. I just didn’t stick around long enough to find out.
Rainbowbear
March 9, 2006 at 4:15 pm #11282FajinParticipantHello Rainbowbear,
My mistake, I know they are here. I didn’t mean that they will come, I meant them as a race, not the sect. You can google the name Alex Collier and you will get a whole bunch of stuff on these Draconians that you saw. They are like 14 foot velociraptors and they drink the blood and spinal/brain fluid of children after almost scaring them to death, it’s like a high to them is what Alex Collier, Andromedan (a human race) contactee says. He says even that humans are a gentic mix of 17 different human races, 1 reptilian, and 4 others. There are legends about them too, Quezalcoatal, nagas of India, serpent race, etc. Even in the bible. One man, David Icke talks about them too.
In my past life, I was a Reptilian humanoid on Lemuria. In my dreams, I remember being about 9 feet tall and I had scaly green skin but looked similar to a human in structure except my special armor that I was wearing. I was some kind of warrior, that I am certain of. We interbred with some humans and I believe that is what the bible refers to as the Nephilim. The sect here today wants to manipulate man and cause as much damage as possible. They do shapeshift and many famous people are them, I think pope is one too. It’s very interesting stuff, but I’m more concerned with myself and my soul purpose in life. Bottom line, don’t let all this distract you in your journey.
Regards,
Fajin
March 9, 2006 at 11:26 pm #11284Michael WinnKeymasterBarry,
Dragon in your case feels like the trigram/tone of heaven: the creative.
It marks a moment of purifcation of old false yin forces that drove you for too many years.My first dragon experience came many years ago. I had been circle walking (bagua chang) the eight trigrams, attuning to each, letting it move through me. Then are the end I rested in the center of my circle. The counter-force energies spiralling around me (the form changes direction constantly) suddenly shifted my body to become a dragon.
How did I notice this? First clue was the fire and steam coming out of my mouth.
That was quite a shocker. It went on for a very long time. But I am certain it was not any kind of possession by alien forms. Remember, that unlike the West, the Chinese have a healthy relationship with Dragon.
My research suggests that ultimately this Dragon of Heaven/ pure yang is the path of planet earth & humanity spiralling through the galaxies on our journey to completion. This is the focus in Star Alchemy, but it starts in the Greater. Sounds like you are off to a good start, following your inner truth induces the dragon to appear.
michael
March 13, 2006 at 11:50 am #11286BeginnerParticipantYes Michael all you say about the essence of this being feels true to me. It is difficult to put words to the experience but then again that is what the forum is about.
The force appears from a deep earth place, one that is not of this time or dimension. Yet the force is also the embodiment and therefore teacher to me of the three heavens integrated. So in this was it is the true essential earth as you have described.
I have also attributed the quality of the Phoenix Rising to the force as well because the appearance has only come after the surrender to much of my former ego burning to ash. There is now the space for this force to emerge.
Since ‘he’ comes in through the earth and the back of my body there is some resistance to his power. As a result the pplarized forces that were initiated in Lesser, the Primal mother and father, are working to integrate his fire and power and most important, vision, into my flesh. As a result my practices are about strengthening my cauldron from Inner Smile and Fundamentals through Fusion and Kan and Li. If I do this, meaning if my ego does this, then it seems these other aspects of self have a place to integrate.
It is so funny to have this deep intention and chi work and then go about my day returning to all my silly things. Worrying and working and playing and eating. I trust the work though and keep allowing it to be far less serious than my mind wants to make it- read compartmentalized- and far more applicable to all this silliness. Long live the dragon of silliness, Barry -
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