I didn’t felt to sit behind the computer too much past days but I promised to get back to you, so…
Another item that is very important:
You probably have too much acids in your body, most of it comes from food and drinks that contain or produce acids, as well stress, environment etc.
anyway when acids built up in the body, hairloss is one of the reactions, especially men are volunerable for that. As well dandruff, skin problems as yours, smelling breath, COULD be signs for body acids.
So before taking the intestine probiotics (Craig) you should cleans your intestines/body first.
You can use cleansing tea, cleansing diet for awhile, using specific bath salts to drain the acids out of your body through the skin, or specific orthomolecular/herbal combination with clay to cleans the intestines.
Combination of it all is best, if problems with constipation you must be carefull with clay products.
On top you should proceed with your meditation because it is a cleansing on a physical/emotional/energetic level, but just don’t forget the body cleansing. Combining both: body cleansing plus energetic cleansing should be helpfull. Don’t let fear stop you from something you feel good about.
Don’t deny your body, take good care of it and proceed with your sounds/smile practice. Of course it is very well possible that your body will react on some physical/emotional level but that is why you should proceed in the first place.