April 17, 2005 at 6:30 pm #4625
Good day everyone!
So … during that last few months I grew a crystal … during meditation I saw it and felt it “kerplunk” into my “dantian”. I had never seen a crystal quite like that but later on perusing the internet looking for answers I came across a “lightworker” site that showed the exact crystal that was deposited. Kind of a violet, clear colour. My partner says it is required that we make 7 crystals to turn to “rainbow”.
Anyone else know of this. I could never figure it out … I had for some strange reason started to say rainbows in my closings and today I came across buddhist tantric belief that at the highest level one radiates rainbow lights.
Kind of interesting that one has to find these things out thru the internet instead of direct teachings … I guess as usualy no one has the balls to teach these things directly. And if they do have the balls they seem to be tainted.
Well, we won’t go there again, but if anyone could give any pointers on what to do next. I am following inner knowing of continued spiral “black hole” gathering of energy into specific areas of body and circulating this and into taiji pole. and doing some primordial qigong and doing “good deeds”. Any suggestions from anyone.
Thanks so much
rainbowbearApril 17, 2005 at 6:36 pm #4626
Sufu Max went through rainbow body experiences a couple of times.
His videos with lectures on mudras and taoist meditation will probably help you…
Inner Self CenterApril 17, 2005 at 6:47 pm #4628
Maybe we could sell it on the Healing Dao Site.
I heard Michael Winn is a jeweler!April 17, 2005 at 8:40 pm #4630
Sorry dude – this one ain’t for sale. I worked hard for it and if you practised then you would know what I mean. And as for Michael Winn, if you don’t want to buy then don’t. You don’t want to play, then don’t. Nobody is twisting your arm that I can see. If you just reached over and took that huge 6′ x 6′ wooden chip off your shoulder you would feel a whole lot better.
I don’t particulary care for people who offer help to others and then say that you can only have that help if you pay them $50 either. I just don’t deal with them. Their loss I am afraid. Not mine. I learned that the hard way too.
And advertising for sale of knowledge, at least it is up and front, not like the kind I have dealt with. Try losing over $3,000 because of lies, cheating, manipulation of energy and self and see how you feel. Me? Well sorry but I have taken my hard knocks and if I can deal with it so can you. Quit crying boo hoo and go practise and if you are going to write on this forum why don’t you try being a little constructive with positive energy instead of dishing out a big fat 0. If you have something to say that can help someone then do it, otherwise you are pretty much helping 0. Perhaps just self serving? Maybe you should look at that. And if you have many, many sign on ID’s, maybe you should look at that too. I mean if a forum cannot survive by constructive knowledge alone, then what the heck is it doing here at all? Reminds me of the WWF with all of the crap they dish out with soap opera fighting. ME? I’d rather watch the Ultimate Fighters. At least they are real. Not a bunch of crap. Just thought I’d get that out there too. I mean we deal with a lot of energy here and a lot of us know the games that can be played. So why don’t we just cut all of that soap opera stuff out and play the real game.
Rainbows to you dude.April 17, 2005 at 8:50 pm #4632
Thanks you so much for your suggestion. I am however a little short on cash. Stuck way up here in the north I am also not close to MAX or his establishment. Oh well, I guess just hanging out with the spiral/portal and primordial will have to do.
Is anyone familiar with Master Lu from Redmond, Washington. A friend gave me a book with mantras that his mom used before she died. They work quite well. They are buddhis and from Master Lu’s temple. He seems to have his head on half right. Any comments?
RainbowbearApril 17, 2005 at 9:15 pm #4634
You know something, I believe its Rectifiable.
I am not saying that its wrong of Something.
I WANT TO BE VERY CLEAR ABOUT THAT!
But I would question if its in alignment with the DAO.
Michael Winn thinks so, But I am not sure if I do.April 17, 2005 at 11:15 pm #4636
Rectifiable? Yes well there are always some of us who speak with what the natives call “forked tongue” or the double edged sword or double meaning, hidden meaning, inuendos. Sorry but I never deal in riddles, never speak in riddles and that is all there is to it. Are you meaning to say stick it up the ass? But then you are leaving that to my illusion to see where I sit. Sorry dude, don’t play games. Life is too short and I have too much else to do. Homosexuality, well nice title, but you know what I believe people should leave their sex and tools of the trade in their private residence of choice and play whether that be the bedroom or whatever other place they choose. That is up to them and their illusions. I could care less of course unless they hurt others, then that is another question. Good choice of title though. Opens up a lot of — what should we say — conversation. Boring but it is still conversation — for some.
There is a time and place for everything. And everyone gets their just rewards … in this life or the next. No matter who they are or what they become. Or what they THINK they become. Either they pay or their family pays.
Ah, well, I am off to some spiritual quest … another game.
Rainbows and crystals in your heart as well dude. TAO you will never understand no matter how many riddles or meditation sessions. YOu are not the true source. Too many people waste time on that. Finding the meaning of life is easy, living it is another matter. A much braver course that takes a hell of a lot of courage. Too many people start meditating and doing alchemy for power — to do what I have never figured out other than to manipulate others. Now that is not nice. I have learned to be very cautious of those who claim to be Taoists. Energy vampiers a lot of them are.April 17, 2005 at 11:40 pm #4638
and everywere at the sametime!
“Its like an itch in the brain,
except when you itch it,
it just itches more”
I was just eluding to the fact of your useth of rainbows, that you may be
Actually I met a lesbian this weekend. Not the first.
But I would say the first time I thought that homosexuality was
rectifiable. Actually from an Alchemical perspetive.
Her Mother is having a real tough time with the issue. She has gone to the point of threating to kick her out of the house.
I believe her mother means well though. She just doenst trust the
The girl(homosexual) seems to be a bit insecure. Though when I was in
her presence I could feel my Yangness activating her Yin.
Actually, her Female traits became more pronounced.
I think it was bugging her out. Her vagina may have started to secrete.
Funny thing about the Healing Love. It can actually get to the point were
you can sense things like this. Women Creaming in their Panties! Mmmm Mmmm Good!April 18, 2005 at 1:40 am #4640
sex is the weakness of the male brain,
I am sorry that your friend is having such a difficult time with her search of self. And being comfortable with what she finds. She will eventually get to a point of acceptance of self, once she realizes that her freedom is within her own heart.
Some men just don’t get it do they. Women really don’t NEED men, women just tolerate them. And love them when it is necessary.
Most men run the other way as soon as they sense a strong woman, and will use sexual overtones to try to degrade the pure energy that is hers. Happens all the time. That is how you can test the level of a male. If they can ever get past their gonads ….. which most don’t.
I have had 3 children and have a sexual partner 18 years younger than me (of the opposite sex) … no I am not homosexual … but … I respect where my sexual life is to be … private. Rainbows to you dude. Usually in still waters one sees themselves. Perhaps you need to look further into your own heart.
Rainbows and homosexuality?
I have my answer … procrastination. Mind is bored. Creation of entertainment instead of action. Just like the time when I practised taiji and my taiji brother thought this particular iron fist book practise looked good and talked and talked about it. He just didn’t want to practise what was in front of him so he created other things to lead him from it. If he practised what was in front of him, he would not have had to even bother with the iron fist for we were practising neigong. Even better. Nurses could not even put a needle thru my skin at that time. Nor a doctor. Took a long time and a bit of pain before they got the needle thru. Damn armour. Sometimes the subconscious just takes over.
Basically that is why I am here on the forum. Damn boredom and procrastination. Back to work and saving the world tomorrow.
Good night all!
Rainbows!!April 18, 2005 at 10:27 am #4642
<<< sex is the weakness of the male brain Yes, it's true. And emotions are the weakness of woman's heart (note that I said "emotions", not "feelings"). <<< Some men just don't get it do they. Women really don't NEED men, <<< women just tolerate them. And love them when it is necessary. You will ALWAYS need us. To say otherwise is just to fool yourself. Why do you think you have a young boyfriend? <<< Most men run the other way as soon as they sense a strong woman, <<< and will use sexual overtones to try to degrade the pure energy <<< that is hers. Happens all the time. That is how you can test the <<< level of a male. If they can ever get past their gonads ..... <<< which most don't. True, most man run or they have to submit to women. If they stand up for themself, it is always viewed these days as disrespect to women or even trying "to degrade the pure energy that is hers." If being a strong woman means you have to dominate or insult men or "just tolerate them" and "love them when necessary", you are missing the point. This post can easily be viewed as an insult. Please don't.April 18, 2005 at 10:53 am #4644
A man was made for a woman,
and a woman was made for man.
Woman are no more superior sexual than Males.
Actually what it all comes down to is what you make of it yourself.
Hey, maybe the statistics ruin it for the abnormal population.
By creating stereotypical views.
I think in perspective of the DAO, its about living peacefully and harmoniously. Sometimes we have to go into place we are not willing to
to achieve this state of balance.
Most people are just not willing to take the trip.
Its easier to remain fixed than to let go of false perceptions
and evolve into greater spiritual forces.
Oh well, more fun for the rest of us!April 18, 2005 at 2:29 pm #4646
Your post is not seen as an insult at all. YOu just missed what I meant and took mine as an insult. Sorry you did not see thru it all.
I have seen a lot of woman bashing on this forum and I don’t much care for it at all, and my partner is just that, a partner and he is male. However a lot of the talk on this sight puts women in the to be used mode and I don’t much care for that, and there are some men who don’t care for it much but unfortuantely N.Americans have a lot to learn in that area.
Maybe next life come back as a woman, you will see what I mean.
Rainbows!April 18, 2005 at 3:28 pm #4648
The Ego is One of the them…
Most people just cant live without it?April 21, 2005 at 11:06 am #4650
>>>> Kind of interesting that one has to find these things out thru the internet instead of direct teachings … I guess as usualy no one has the balls to teach these things directly. And if they do have the balls they seem to be tainted.
I would think you would be your own best teacher in this matter. Who’s to say what your discovery is about but you???
If this magnificint chrystal is in your heart …… i don’t feel much joy from your post, maybe it represents something in your way or maybe it’s ready to help amplify love/joy???
in our light
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