How to concentrate on orbit properly?

having an ilness and finding solution
or being an ilness and finding solution
but since every entity has a will to live
developing relationship with one’s part will not dissolve one’s aspect,
rather it could remove the charge on the relationship,
but it will not remove one’s part’s will to be

however the attachments that the keep the relationship
might get obvious in the process
and that is the goal and challenge of the process

attachments can be omnipresent

‘illness’ that grows is fed
since resistance makes persistance
one can always turn around
and observe in one’s life
-what one does not want in one’s life, and does not have in life right now
-what one does not want in one’s life, and has it now
-what one cannot live without, and has it now
-what one cannot live without, and does not have it in life now

if one can live in both polarities, that is freedom gate
but the path is honesty, all else comes from it

honest
being

(e.g. fear, jail, golden cage, greed)

of course there is the externalized way and internalized way