October 30, 2016 at 4:40 pm #47420
Over the last week or more I find myself entering a somewhat unusual state. The most salient feature of this state is a drastic increase in sex energy. Initially I experienced this as what I might interpret as a mild kundalini syndrome, but over a period of days it is getting stronger and taking on a more purely erotic character. In the past when I have experienced kundalini syndrome it was not like this. And I have occasionally experienced strong waves of sex energy e.g. when coming out of major healing processes, but that only lasted a few days before the energy seemed to reintegrate and return to normal levels. That may be part of what is happening now. However, at this point, the energy is not moderating at all. If anything, it seems to be getting stronger. I am working with the “injaculation” technique and, quite frankly, having a lot of orgasms. I am also circulating the energy in the orbit, which does seem to balance things a tiny bit. It seems like the level of energy is putting a lot of strain on my kidneys. Overall though I would say I feel pretty good. The blissful quality of the orgasmic energy at times is spilling over into my ordinary activities. My senses are heightened. For example, sometimes when I eat there is an unusually keen appetite, or I listen to music and feel unusual bliss throughout my body.
Any thoughts much appreciated.
elephantOctober 31, 2016 at 5:28 am #47421
I get that and i get the urge to impregnate every hottie walking past. It’s cool fun, and a different experience.
However, it’s fun until it’s not. I get this some scenario with a whole range of different experiences through meditation. When it stops being fun, i stop doing the practices that lead to that experience and find something new to do.November 1, 2016 at 1:24 am #47423
Having additional circulating sexual energy is a good thing. Sexual energy is the energy of reproduction, and your cells are reproducing all the time. So it is a very healing kind of energy and energy of youth. Having a little boost is a good thing.
However, like with all things, moderation is key.
Anything in excess is bad . . . even water.
The more sexual energy you have circulating in your body, the more you’ve released from your kidneys, the less you actually have IN your kidneys. Thus too much sexual energy release is kidney-draining. A little release is OK, because sexual energy having the energy of reproduction can reproduce itself. So what is lost in the form of just qi can be re-manufactured. But the question is, are you releasing so much, that you are releasing faster than the re-manufacture? It’s not a concern with light or moderate use, but when you go to excess, it can become a problem.
So, in total, congrats. But just don’t go too nuts with it. 😛 (pun intended)
SNovember 4, 2016 at 12:40 pm #47425
Thanks Zoose. What practices have you found can lead to this experience?November 4, 2016 at 12:56 pm #47427
Thanks Steven. My sense is that I’m in somewhat uncharted territory – at least for myself. For example, last night I started having orgasms while asleep – sort of in a dream state. This was without any impulse to ejaculate whatsoever. Of course it woke me up but then happened several times over the course of the night. It seemed that during the experience of the “dream orgasm” I became somewhat more clear about an intuition that my body is using the orgasms to shed layer upon layer of tension that are deeply imprinted in my body / mind. The conscious experience of this orgasmic energy seems to be tied up with a lot of residual guilt, fear, etc. around sexuality. I think the concept of kundalini activation is the one that most closely fits this experience, but I don’t know how that corresponds to the Daoist model. Anyway, I guess the timing is propitious as I’m just about to plunge into the Healing Love course.November 5, 2016 at 5:41 am #47429November 6, 2016 at 2:42 am #47431
Activation and mobilization of sexual energy is dealt with in the Healing Love course, but to dig deep into psycho-sexual buried issues, it is often necessary to progress to the Lesser K&L course. This is where resolving deep internal issues can occur. Much fear around sexuality has to do with unresolved polarities and lack of acceptance thereof.
SNovember 6, 2016 at 3:16 am #47433
Most noticeably iron shirt 3. Also not ejaculating during sex builds up the pressure. I don’t need to use weights in iron shirt 3, although i have, but just the massage and drawing the essence into the body has a strong effect for me.November 6, 2016 at 1:50 pm #47435
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