December 4, 2005 at 8:15 am #9148
AS I practice the abstract always becomes more real through my experience and then it is as if I have discovered it for the first time,only with a map by my side for perspective.
I have begun to actively inner and outer smile and then intend to communicate to the Tao Immortals. Ask them gently without a heavy dose of bowing or anything like that.
I am struck with the jing level of my experience that comes alive. What I mean by this is this basic request for their presence, which is an embodied spirituality, dissolves my unconscious split of spirit and matter. A split that must arise from a cultural, ancestral, educational overlay that is all around/inside me.
AS I expunge this perspective within the power of the invocation/communication my chi and shen vibrate, meaning my energetic circulation and my sense of who I am and who you (read- all that is around me) wakes up and I hear the tones of the planets, feel the rich textures of my inner body alive and ‘speaking’ (singing?) and wonder how the hell am I going to live in a world that is alive when for so long I have held it at bay…tamed it.
Is it no wonder that I am ending a long marriage and am now involved with a woman who is quite sexual and contains this new integration of my body with my more cultivated higher senses. It feels like chaos, in that structures are dissolving. Merit is difficult to maintain as a constant because there is such an evolutionary force driving me.
This forum is a great help and I thank each of you for your own points of view and openness to explore. babaDecember 4, 2005 at 4:28 pm #9149
As you learn to open to the vibrational tones of the planetary beings, you are spontaneously expressing your merit by resolving deep soul issues.
This is not always apparent to the personality level, and thus confusing. Especially when sex is involved, exchanging jing at the same time you are opening to new levels. You’re likely to start havinig out-of or beyond body sex.
It requires constant re-alignment of the lesser shen/body spirits with the greater self.
I think the China trip next spring will boost this process with the marvelous quality of inner earth that has been cultivated there.
mDecember 5, 2005 at 8:26 am #9151
Teacher student via e-mail. It is so western and effective. You have given me a lot to notice and ground into. Realignment is my name. Thanks Michael, baba
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