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April 2, 2005 at 9:51 am #3860voiceParticipant
Michael,
A little niggling, and two deeper questions.
1. The niggling.
You say that you are “…not sure why relating one’s first hand experience is gossip.” Well, one of many definitions of gossip is “Rumor or talk of a personal, sensational, or intimate nature.”(dictionary.com). You were not engaging in rumor, but it seemed to me to be somewhat sensationalized and intimate.I think that you could talk of these things in a non-gossipy manner if the discussion was not just expository in nature, but also communicated concern and caring for the person. You do communicate that at the end of your discussions, but they don’t permeate your writing and seem more like PC afterthoughts.
2. Sensationalization and arrogance.
The sensationalization comes in that you appear to have ultimate insight into all beings. Maybe you do, but my question still is that, if you have ultimate insight into David’s problems, why can’t you have found the insight to resolve your double scorpio personality?These deep insights into others can make you seem arrogant. (“Having or displaying a sense of overbearing self-worth or self-importance.
Marked by or arising from a feeling or assumption of one’s superiority toward others: an arrogant contempt for the weak.” dictionary.com)3. The bigger question.
As with you, apparent arrogance is also very present in three of my other major teachers: my reiki teacher, my shaolin teacher, and Ken Wilber (through books, not in person).Perhaps there is some shift that occurs that results in what appears to be arrogance? Perhaps there is frustration, for more realized people such as you, with our slowness? I don’t know.
Or, maybe it is just that I am drawn to those sorts of teachers because I need to learn to come into balance with that energy and my own tendencies to arrogance. What do you think about those two options?
These are not small questions. I think that your apparent arrogance, and apparent lack of concern about these later heaven aspects of social interaction, are part of what happened between you and Plato. They have also been commented on by a number of others on the board. They have been observed by my wife when listening to your tapes. And they create dissonance in me.
thank you for your insights,
ChrisApril 2, 2005 at 6:11 pm #3862YodaParticipantgreat story! -Yoda
April 2, 2005 at 9:12 pm #3864YodaParticipant“later heaven aspects of social interaction…”
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-YodaApril 3, 2005 at 4:11 am #3866jsritParticipant“Stiff-necked fools” that we are saying put the “esoteric” to rest and spread the magic seed.
April 3, 2005 at 12:55 pm #3868TrunkParticipantSeems to me that the issue is one of practices.
I’m going to re-quote David’s assertions, in order for us to stay on-topic.
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Mantak Chia presently living in Thailand founder of the Healing Tao (now Universal Tao) a system that collects techniques from diverse Qi Gong teachings simplifying them for westerners.IMPORTANT NOTICE
David collaborated in the codification of many of the practices in what is now called the Universal Tao. Among other teachings, David instructed Mantak Chia and Michael Winn in the introductory part of the Kong Jing (Empty Force) and Jing Shui (Water of Life) practices in order to introduce to them these teachings in a simple form. They later, without permisssion, took it upon themselves to incorporate fragments of these and other of David’s teachings into the Universal Tao and Healing Tao USA systems.These teachings and others were blended and simplified by them, but in this form are ineffective in the completion of Nei Dan Shu, the very thing for which they were originally created. They do not represent in any way the original transmission of Dazhen or David’s other Masters, nor do they represent any traditional Daoist qigong cultivation method.
un-quoteThis may be partly another case of mixing up Mantak Chia and Michael Winn..
As far as towards Chia, I find David’s statement credible, for the following reasons.
(Though I’m not certain about my point of view, just that it seems sensible.)1. This sounds like Chia’s standard method of operation. Chia, the UT, cranks out lots and lots of practices – and Chia hasn’t seen One Cloud since he was a teenager. Where do these practices come from? Must come from various sources, teachers, systems, branches of Taoism. And we’ve seen that Chia’s practices are often stripped of their classical context.
2. David appeared in several videos (2 or 3) distributed by UT.. water of life, empty force, tiger power. The impression was that he helped introduce this knowledge into the UT. When I attended retreat at Tao Garden in 2000, empty force teachings were scattered through a lot of the exercises that we were taught. The method showed up frequently, not as part of a coherent “empty force” regimen, but incorporated in a fragmentary way to various methods.
I noticed, btw, that HT-USA never sold the videos that David co-produced – and I’ve never seen those techniques pop up in Michael Winn’s teachings. So, again, this could largely be a case of incorrectly lumping in Michael with Mantak.
But to say that David didn’t really contribute anything, as a blanket statement, is clearly inaccurate due to the several videos that he was involved in.. and to the degree that at least UT had adopted his teachings.
And it seems to me that maybe David has a legitimate gripe with UT. Just on the basis of preserving the integrity of teachings that he received.
So, to me, directing to character and personal issues, and saying that David never really contributed knowledge… seems like mis-direction from the real, and far more important, issue: the teachings.
Keith
April 4, 2005 at 12:05 am #3870Michael WinnKeymaster>The sensationalization comes in that you appear to have ultimate insight into all beings. Maybe you do, but my question still is that, if you have ultimate insight into David’s problems, why can’t you have found the insight to resolve your double scorpio personality?
I don’t feel I need to resolve it – everyone’s perosnality tendency is just a tool that has been given to them, as the expression of a soul pattern. You polish and sharpen tools, you don’t throw them away.
Scorpio is the sign of the alchemist – it penetrates sex, death, and mysticism. If I gave that tool up, I would be of much less use to you and others. The Healng Tao and this board is filled with scorpios seeking alchemical company.
If I used my penetration powers to injure others, I would be using that aspect of myself in an unevolved way. I don’t think I attacked or injured David. The statement about his sexual excesses were all made publicly by him. I have already sent him all these comments. He continues to pretend that DaJen is his physical teacher, when no one has ever seen him and David admitted to me that he never eats, sleeps, or drinks.
Perhaps in stead of viewing my speech as arrogant, you could view it as compassionate protection of innocent persons who might be lured in by false advertising.
>These deep insights into others can make you seem arrogant. (“Having or displaying a sense of overbearing self-worth or self-importance.
Marked by or arising from a feeling or assumption of one’s superiority toward others: an arrogant contempt for the weak.” dictionary.com)Again, I don’t think my comments were either contemptuous or directed at elevating MY self-worth; I have been perfectly content to keep them to myself for some time. And they potentially could open a much deeper understanding of who and what david is going through. I decided they were useful to the person enquiring. I think its more likely just an issue you have with me and are using this occasion to make it. That’s fine with me.
>3. The bigger question.
As with you, apparent arrogance is also very present in three of my other major teachers: my reiki teacher, my shaolin teacher, and Ken Wilber (through books, not in person).
Perhaps there is some shift that occurs that results in what appears to be arrogance? Perhaps there is frustration, for more realized people such as you, with our slowness? I don’t know.
Or, maybe it is just that I am drawn to those sorts of teachers because I need to learn to come into balance with that energy and my own tendencies to arrogance. What do you think about those two options?There could be combination of both operating here. I have a fiery nature, which impels me to express things quickly and to the point, with less patience for coddling someone socially than a water type would exhibit.
And most likely, it is triggering some deeper issue in you, which is being projected onto your teachers, as is everyone’s wont. Why isn’t the Teacher Perfect?
I prefer being imperfect. If I were perfect, you would pretend to admire me but underneath you would hate me even more. I don’t need to be perfect to be good as a teacher. I am not asking anyone to ape me, that is specifically NOT part of the process. I intentionally avoid titles or claims that would lead people to project their need for perfection onto me. It kills the possibility of casual friendship. It was the saddest day in Mantak’s life when he took on the title Master – as I have reminded him, many times. He lost ownership of his identity on that day.
I enjoy my imperfections,
they add spice to the human process, and often amusement. It is part of the cosmic joke, the absurdity of having a huge field of consciousness squeezed into a tiny body. I suggest you begin to enjoy your “flaws” more.>These are not small questions. I think that your apparent arrogance, and apparent lack of concern about these later heaven aspects of social interaction, are part of what happened between you and Plato. They have also been commented on by a number of others on the board. They have been observed by my wife when listening to your tapes. And they create dissonance in me.
They are as small or as big a question as you want to make them.
I think its more likely a case of partly of misperception caused by words being disassociated from the speaker in cyberspace., or even on tape. And party misinterpretation of my style. I grew up in family of seven children, five of them combative boys who enjoyed fighting with each other. And we all still love each other and get along great. We still have mock fights for fun. The fights growing up produced mock wounds, and we stil laugh about it.
People who haven’t grow up with that are much more thin skinned in their interactions, and tend to be wounded more easily. Obviously there is a danger of someone becoming numb, but that’s not what happened amongst my brothers. And there is a good lesson here: all wounds ARE mock, they are only wounds because you want to feel that way, and hold on to them.
Plato is thick skinned – he has heavy defenses, part of which is his habit of dumping his projections on others. I spoke to him in a language designed to penetrate those defenses. Unfortunately written language cannot deliver the nuance necessary.
I was on the verge of organizing an open conference call so that there would be a direct verbal exchange with all the souls who felt wounded for any reason. But he opted out before I got to that option. And I am also fine with that. And fine if he comes back. My main intention wss to reclaim this discussion space with people who were more respectful of others, especially women. Its unfortunate if I appeared disrespectful of Plato to achieve that goal. I don’t disrespect him – just his behavior.
Hope this moves you a millimeter closer to clarity.
Michael
April 4, 2005 at 8:52 pm #3872voiceParticipantMichael,
Thanks, those perspectives help. The choice of being imperfect is interesting. Actually, I wonder if personalities can be perfected in Later Heaven? We can become individually balanced in Later Heaven, but perfected for all other beings simultaneously is probably not possible.
If you could talk about Ming and Xing – fate and destiny – I would be very grateful. I have been very intrigued by your brief comments on them (in Sun-Moon-Earth alchemy?), but have not been able to find any elaboration on them anywhere. I think that they must relate to these issues of mine.
I hope to check in for the chat on Sunday, but I may be at a birthday party for my arrogant Reiki friend ๐
thanks,
ChrisApril 4, 2005 at 11:57 pm #3874RDBParticipantBrian,
That is a good and helpful story you’ve shared. When reading it, I thought “I can’t believe I forgot”. Back when I first began to meditate if I were to meditate a little too long or connect with a potent source of energy, I might become extremely irritable and all that comes with the state of being irritable. My first meditation teacher called this “over stimulation”. He would tell his students that, when doing occult meditation, they should only meditate for 15 minutes for the first five years, and then increase it to 20 minutes and so on.
I don’t know if you’ve experienced this, but I also would become extremely irritable if I would suddenly “stop” doing my daily meditation. My teacher said that when one begins meditating, a fire is ignited in ones mind and when one continues to meditate old issues surface and our perceptions of them are purified by this fire. So when we stop meditating the fire dies down, but often these issues will continue to surface. Something like that anyway. ๐ Screwing with my daily habit of meditation definitly played a role in the irritability though.
Rob
April 5, 2005 at 10:46 am #3876Michael WinnKeymasterKeith,
Thanks for the clarification. You are exactly correct: David is lumping his struggles with Mantak together as if he and I were the same. I was speaking only for myself, I am not Chia’s spokesman and the question was directed at my response to David’s claims.
I never sold his videos on HTUSA because they had dangerous practices.
One of the sexual practices included sticking a metal pipe up your ass, or having women stick it up their vagina. One woman cut herself and got an infection. I ragged o Chia to get it off his site,,but it took him a long time.
Now Chia has nothing of David’s on his site.The irony of David’s posting is that David wants to build hiimself up by claiming he is the linchpin of the Universal Tao, while at the same time he attacks the UT.
A lot of senior instructors in the US were greatly disturbed by the credence that Chia temporarily gave to David, and to the platform Chia offered him.
It was one of many things that spurred me to begin putting out training tapes with my version of the optimal progressive training sequence needed in neidan. I feel Chia compromised the original One Cloud formulas by trying to commingle them with David’s channeled material. Fusion of the Five Elements suddenly became Fusion of the Eight Forces, for example….David himself mixed up practices from some many different sources and traditions because he lives in a reality without clear borders. Just as he cannot distinguish between Dajen (his likely immortal teacher in the astral plane) and his physical reality, he cannot distinguish between different practices and traditions and is too young to know how they might be usefully fit together.
I still have hope that David will sort it all out and integrate a workable path that makes a solid contribution to the Taoist community. I am in favor of experimentalism – up to a point. But I also know that
having a high level channelled teacher can be very difficult to integrate. The puny human ego feels a huge gap between itself and the more evolved entity .It wants to borrow the power and intelligence of the entity to elevate itself, but that also makes the ego more insecure because it is not coming from transformation of its own essence.Most channels are getting only information. Dajen is at least giving methods, so they can be tested and found to be workable or not in this timezone.
The emphasis on most of the techniques I have seen so far do not shift from the physical (post-natal) chi level of cultivation to pre-natal as directly as One cloud’s formulas. If If elt differently I would change systems. Meanwhile I am staying with what works. One Cloud’s 7 formullas are really mainstream esoteric alchemical taoism, a well tested pathway.April 5, 2005 at 10:51 am #3878RDBParticipantMichael,
In my previous post I got carried away I guess, but now I feel like I was in someway abusing you with my silly questions. Silly because there are many questions in my last post that are not of any real importance in the scheme of things regarding my development and progress. Plus, you’ve already provided the information about Kwan Sai Hung in your new post above.
I also want to say that your answer about David Shen was helpful beyond informational value. So thank you for making the decision to share it with me. Oh, and when I said I would try to verify it, I meant on the inner planes for both me and you. I figure it always helps to get some extra confirmation of our more subjective experiences.
So this time just two:
>> 2. What are your feelings about Xingyi, Bagua, and Tai Chi? Do you feel it is
>> necessary or not, or helpful maybe, to supplement the internal alchemy with
>> any of the above?> Not necessary if you choose other qigong movement forms. everyone needs a movement practice, just need to choose carefully before
> investing so much time with possibly little result. I practice both bagua and tai chi, mostly for sheer pleasure. Bagua is closelyaligned with
> alchemy via the I Ching, but the neigong I teach with each level is more focused in its alchemical effects.What other qigong movement forms are there besides the major three listed above?
>> 5. Can you or anyone recommend any teachers of anything in Massachusetts?
> Yes. a General anwer for a general question.
Can you recommend any teachers of internal alchemy and of movement qigong in Massachusetts and if so, then who?
So that’s it. Thank you for all the time you’re taking to respond to our questions.
Rob
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I thought everyone might be interested to know my sun is in Scorpio. So yet another one! Michael, you are attracting scorpios. My moon is in Libra though.April 5, 2005 at 11:14 am #3880Michael WinnKeymasterfyi,
My double scorpio is hidden – not in sun, in moon and rising. And softened by my Rabbit influence of earth cycle. I am a cuddly scorpio…..There are thousands of qigong forms, different schools, different family styles, etc. That is why I have sifted through them and either selected the best or created new ones that matched the progressionn of One Cloud’s 7 formulas.
There is no easy way to sort through them all – that is the importance of having a structured path like the seven formulas. REad my article on Daoist Alchmey as the Deep Language of Nature — my thesis is that qigong should be viewed as a language itself, not an exercise form.
And what makes it worse is that the same form can be used internally for totally different purposes.
Marie Favorito is an excellent movement and meditation teacher. Check her out. She doesn’t know all my short qigong forms I’ve added to my sequence, but is serious into tai chi and qigong.
michael
April 5, 2005 at 12:48 pm #3882RDBParticipantThanks for the quick response. I’ll see what Marie is up to. We had a good connection before, when I was taking private lessons from her. She always gave me a modest discount due to being a broke student at the time (now I’m still broke, but not a student). We focused only on practice, which was good, but I never even heard of the seven formulas before coming to your site.
I see what your saying about the difficulty of sorting through all the varieties of qigong. For some time I’ve felt that a paradigm of some sort is essential, in this case you are referring to the seven formulas as such a paradigm.
On another note, that’s interesting about your double scorpio being hidden. It’s true without a doubt that if your moon and rising are the same sign then that sign will be the dominant influence–even over the sun. My rising sign is in Sagittarius. So for me it’s Scorpio sun, Libra moon and Sag rising. I was born year of the dragon and I can be an asshole Scorpio! ๐
Oh, you’ve answered another one of my questions in your reply to Keith. So Mantak really did do as David implied.
That’s all for now. I have to think about how to scrounge up the money for your Chi Kung Fundamentals 1 & 2 package with the Bone Breathing and Rooting package (MPD1, MPD2, and MPD2B). I hope there all available in CD form already.
Rob
April 5, 2005 at 2:08 pm #3884RDBParticipantI also meant to say that I can’t access the article that you mentioned. I can access all of the other ones, but there is only one working link in the “Daoist Alchemy as the Deep Language of Nature” article.
April 5, 2005 at 4:12 pm #3886asclepiusParticipantThose open up if you’re subscribed to the newsletter.
April 5, 2005 at 10:25 pm #3888RDBParticipantI am subscribed. Try the following link and see if you access all of the chapters:
https://healingtaousa.com/articles/taoalchemy_idx.html
I can only access one chapter.
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