Open eyes

When closing eyes to meditate, I casually concentrate on third eye area, when doing healing practices I do this in between cleansing and grounding self, When I connect to taiji pole, to north star and to center of earth and vibrate energy up and down pole I can see the blue opening of the 3rd eye. My friend whom we met last year and helped us iwth our friend who had cancer … said it was very good to do healing thru the 3rd eye. Guess that is kind of what you are experiencing — I think anyways. The third eye opening, guess you just don’t need to work at it much.
Sometimes if I am doing my qigong regularly the third eye comes open quite readily. I get pressure there lots lately. Anytime, anywhere. Makes the eyes heavy sometimes. I take energy into the back of skull thru third eye and also take a little down to heart chakra and lower chakra (well actually dantian by naval). A process.

Once while meditating in qigong in my closed eye vision I saw what looked like the end of a pen. I kind of was startled but I kept the vision and actually turned it to the side. It was a long tube and at first what I saw was the end of it. Then my vision slipped inside it and it was then I realized as I looked into the tunnel that it was my energetic third eye opening. Was quite interesting. If I train regularly I can see inside my self and sometimes inside others but it is too, how do you say … unstable. I trained with a so called qigong master who I thought would help me stabilize but I ended up working for him to get his “dream” and ended up screwing myself big time financially. Found out he was more interested in himself than helping anyone else unless he charged big $$. Didn’t take long for me to high tail it out of there. I do not have the $$ to find a good qigong master to help me along, but rather I stumble here and there. Out of all of this I did manage to grow a crystal last year. Was meditating in qigong and heard a “plunk”. Just out of the blue. The inside eye saw a beautiful long crystal enter into heart dantian area and slide in. Was the most wierdest thing. Just fell into place. Since then I have been trying to resettle everything, my body, my emotions, my spirit, my mind. I have found that things I had released before the crystal have had a tendency to resurface again at a different level and I have had to work at releasing them again with new conditions and depth.

For you with your hole in earth or air around earth and having to close eyes when meditating. Well, this is my opinion only but you have the feel of a friend I once knew. Everytime I conversed with her I had to reach high into spirit to truly understand her. She did not do so well here, struggled lots to maintain responsibility and her being an artist was not great at grounding her. She is a fantastic painter but had trouble grounding very much. I believe she has hx of schizophrenia in family genetics so this brought her to edge lots also. (Schizophrenia – to me – in a few cases anyways, I believe it to be living more on other side – okay if can control, not so good otherwise). Causes lots of disconnection to reality. I AM NOT SAYING YOUR ARE SCHIZOPHRENIA, but just that I think your spirit is very strong and you like to live there lots. She would talk of earth energy and maintained her energy fluctuations in a global aspect. What affected her each day, she would relate to global energies happening. Such as lots of cones on the spruce trees the season after the Twin Towers in New York and that whole scenario. The rebirth after destruction. Her energies she felt at that time, her moods — all related to that. What she saw all related to that. She left herself way too open so much so that all energy affected her. She became very windswept and I do not see her much. I cannot ground her and she manages in her own way, although she struggles lots.
You may not struggle that way but you have that same feel of global energy and much time in spirit.

Very kind also.

Have a good night
Rainbows!