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Psilocibin for Treating Death

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  • April 19, 2010 at 3:34 pm #33957
    Michael Winn
    Keymaster

    note: relevant to preceeding posts about drugs and healing.
    michael

    STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN: PSYCHEDELICS SOOTHE DYING

    NYU RESEARCHERS STUDY USE OF PSILOCIBIN OR ‘MAGIC MUSHROOMS’ TO HELP THE
    TERMINALLY ILL

    By Susan Donaldson James
    ABC News
    April 19, 2010

    http://abcnews.go.com/Health/Green/scientists-study-psychedelic-mushrooms-ca
    ncer-patients-face-death/story?id=10409043

    For the last eight years, Nicky has struggled with advanced ovarian cancer,
    and despite repeated rounds of chemotherapy and radiation, it’s unclear how
    long she has to live.

    “Ovarian cancer has a very bleak outlook — less than 30 percent make it to
    five years,” said the 67-year-old former New York City French teacher. “I
    was diagnosed in 2002, and I was going in to my fourth year and had a
    recurrence — which was like the proverbial shoe dropping — and it
    frightened me so much.”

    “For the moment, there is no pain,” she said. “The most difficult part is
    leaving this world early. I wasn’t ready to get on that bus.”

    Coming of age in the drug-infused 1960s, Nicky, who, for privacy reasons,
    did not want to use her last name, didn’t smoke marijuana and avoided the
    hippie sub-culture. “It never interested me,” she said. “It wasn’t necessary
    in my life.”

    But last May, Nicky volunteered to take a psychedelic “trip” on psilocibin
    — the hallucinogenic compound from “magic mushrooms” — which has been used
    for thousands of years by indigenous cultures to reach higher levels of
    spirituality and consciousness.

    Today, even after losing seven friends from her cancer support group in 15
    months, Nicky said she is less afraid of death and is living her life more
    “honestly and authentically.”

    Nicky was one of the first terminally ill participants in an ongoing study
    at New York University on the use of hallucinogens to help those with
    terminal illnesses.

    “I had a wonderful life, a fabulous child and beautiful grandchildren, and
    here my life was cut short,” she said. “I thought of my two granddaughters
    and not seeing them growing up and graduating from college — it made me
    profoundly sad. I wanted to do something for myself, to be able to live more
    in the moment, rather than worrying about the future and having all these
    existential thoughts about what life was all about.”

    Her “trip” took place under full medical supervision in a warm, living
    room-like setting with art books, fresh fruit, flowers and soothing music.
    She was given a pill in an earthenware chalice and a single rose, then
    hunkered down on a cozy sofa with eyeshades and headphones.

    “I was in a dome and it was all bejeweled with colors, mostly striped, like
    a kaleidoscope, but not turning,” she said. “Every once in awhile, the dome
    would open up at the top and send a luminescence,” she said. “I was in awe
    and could feel myself taking deep breaths. At the same, tears were running
    down my face, but I was not crying.”

    “It was incredible,” she said. “I wanted to share it. I couldn’t believe the
    world could be so beautiful.”

    Researchers at New York University say that in a controlled setting,
    hallucinogens, which alter perception and cognition, can help patients
    reduce the anxiety, personal isolation and fear of death.

    “I am still not ready to die,” said Nicky, who just returned from trips to
    Mexico and Bali and boxes with a trainer several times a week. “It’s
    definitely improved my interactions with those closest to me and figuring
    out how I want to live my life.”

    “Has my anxiety of dying gone away? I would say no, I don’t ever want to
    die,” she said. “Will I be able to walk toward death with a little less
    fear? Perhaps. “I know it sounds trite, but I live more in the moment,” she
    said.

    The three-year study, “Effects of Psilocybin on Anxiety and Psychosocial
    Distress in Advanced Cancer Patients,” is being privately funded by the
    Zurich-based Heffter Research Institute , which promotes the use of
    psychedelics for the alleviation of suffering. Fully approved by the Food
    and Drug Administration (FDA), it adheres to rigorous safety guidelines and
    protocols.

    Researchers hope that it will one day lead to reclassification of Schedule 1
    hallucinogens so that doctors may prescribe them to patients for palliative
    care, depression and even addiction.

    “It’s daunting working with people in the midst of death,” said principal
    investigator Dr. Stephen Ross, assistant professor of psychiatry and
    director of the NYU Langone Center of Excellence on Addiction. “To help
    people to have a good death, and not more chemotherapy, to prepare for the
    final part of life and to die with dignity and do it in a way that they are
    not frightened, that is one of the most important endeavors as a physician.”

    NYU Looking for Participants in Hallucinogen Study

    Ross and his colleagues are looking for 32 patients who are willing to
    participate in the random, double-blind study. To be eligible, patients must
    be 18 to 76 years old with the diagnosis of a “potentially life-threatening
    disease” or advanced or recurrent cancer who are displaying symptoms of
    acute stress, anxiety or adjustment disorder due to their disease.

    Patients are screened carefully — those with psychotic spectrum disorders,
    such as schizophrenia, bipolar disorder and severe depression cannot
    participate.

    “Mysticism is really the cornerstone of all major religions going back
    millennia,” said co-principal investigator Anthony Bossis , professor of
    psychiatry and anesthesiology at the NYU School of Medicine.

    “It is characterized by a sense of unity, transcendence, connecting to the
    broader universe and a sense of life and the promotion of personal
    spirituality,” he said. “It recalibrates how we see our life and gives a
    sense of sacredness and reshapes how we view death.”

    A mystical experience can help root patients like Nicky more in the present,
    according to Bossis. “People with cancer can spend their final days and
    months not anxious and improvement in quality of life is attainable,” he
    said. “These experiences have the potential to do that.”

    Scientists across the country have shown a renewed interest in the medical
    uses of hallucinogens. So far, 80 to 90 patients have had similar
    experiences in studies on psilocybin at other universities including Johns
    Hopkins and UCLA.

    If these studies are “robust enough,” Ross and Bossis hope hallucinogens
    like psilocybin — a Schedule 1 drug with no therapeutic ability, according
    to the FDA — can be declassified and doctors might be able to prescribe
    them for patients.

    In a study on 36 patients at Johns Hopkins, researchers looked at the
    effects of psilocibin on depression. At the 14-month follow-up, more than 60
    percent of volunteers rated the experience as among the five most meaningful
    and spiritually significant of their lives; 58 percent reported a “complete”
    mystical experience.

    “We have come a long way in pain management with the use of opiods, but the
    sheer anxiety is so hard to address in a medical setting,” said Bossis, a
    clinical psychologist whose specialty is end-of-life care.

    “The heart of this study is to address these levels of suffering and get at
    the existential [fear] of not being here any longer that we all face,” he
    said. “We provide an empirical experience where the patient goes into a
    journey — his own journey — and can find resolution and peace and
    transformation and return back here to integrate it into their lives.”

    Psilocybin, an alkaloid compound in the tryptamine family, is produced by
    hundreds of species of fungi, acts on the serotonin receptors in the part of
    the brain responsible for non-verbal imagery and emotion. Its mind-altering
    effects can last anywhere from three to eight hours.

    It is in the same class of chemicals as mescaline, contained in the peyote
    cactus, which is used in religious ceremonies by Native Americans, and
    dimethyltryptamine, which is contained in ayahuasca, used by indigenous
    South American religions. The effects are sometimes described as similar to
    near-death experiences. Some research has shown that brain activity under
    psilocibin mimics closely that of Buddhist monks.

    “It appears we are hardwired with neuro-circuitry to meditate and have the
    spiritual experience,” said Ross.

    Abuses of LSD Lead to a Ban on Hallucinogens in 1966

    Psychologist Timothy Leary popularized hallucinogens like LSD in his 1964
    book with Ralph Metzner, “The Psychedelic Experience,” which he hailed as a
    way to “journey into new realms of consciousness.”

    “It opens the mind, frees the nervous system of it ordinary patterns and
    structures,” Leary wrote.

    Experiments with LSD took place as early as the late 1940s and 1950s, after
    it was discovered in an ergot fungus by Swiss chemist Dr. Albert Hoffman.

    By 1965, more than 2,000 papers had described positive results in 40,000
    patients with few side effects and a high level of safety in treating
    patients with anxiety disorders, depression, sexual dysfunction, bereavement
    and even addiction, according to the British Journal of Psychiatry.

    But by 1966, the drug was made illegal after abuses by the hippie
    counterculture, scientists distanced themselves and the government cracked
    down on research licenses. By the 1970s, under pressure from the U.S.
    Justice Department, virtually all research ended.

    “It got demonized as a most addictive drug, but the irony is that it is not
    addictive,” said Ross. “Used in the models we describe, it can actually lead
    to sustained sobriety.”

    Volunteers in the NYU study agree to take part in two full-day sessions,
    seven weeks apart, where they are administered either a placebo or the
    psilocybin. They are monitored for anxiety and outcomes two to four weeks
    prior to drug administration, then one day prior, then again seven hours,
    one day and several weeks’ intervals until 26 weeks post administration.

    Investigators also measure depression, pain and quality of life as well as
    attitude toward their disease progression at designated intervals.

    Beforehand, they undergo preparation for the experience in psychotherapy.
    “We take their life narrative and their cancer narrative and review all the
    safety parameters — what happens if X,” said Ross.

    When the drug is administered, the patient is paired with a male and female
    therapist to monitor responses and for comfort.

    “Emotional stability optimizes the chance for a good experience,” said
    Bossis. “Trust with the monitors is crucial . If the patient doesn’t feel
    safe, we don’t go forward.”

    Sometimes the experience is traumatizing, but facing fears is part of the
    process. Doctors have an antidote to abort the experience, if necessary, or
    use valium to calm a patient down.

    “We encourage them to go inward, to minimize the communication with us and
    enter the experience, even if it’s something dark and difficult that comes
    before them,” said Bossis. “We tell patients that no matter where they find
    themselves, they will return to a normal state of consciousness within six
    hours,” said Bossis.

    Two of the three patients in Nicky’s group have already died. Both reported
    extraordinary experiences — “a cleansing of the body and soul of grief and
    sadness and an increase in the acceptance of the disease and the dying
    process,” according to Bossis.

    The patients said they wanted to give back more — financially or
    emotionally  and were able to reconnect with estranged friends and family
    members. Both were “peaceful and thankful,” at the end, he said.

    As for Nicky, the first hour of her psychedelic journey was awe-inspiring,
    but the second part was deeper and more emotional. At several points, she
    had to sit up and take off her eyeshades and seek the comfort of Ross and
    her other therapist.

    “I became profoundly sad, and I actually had to sit up after 45 minutes and
    talk to them and I cried a lot,” she said. “Then I lied down again and there
    was another scenario then I went through the rest by myself.”

    In six hours, when it was all over, she stayed and analyzed her experience
    with the doctors.

    “In therapy we had been working on my top five [issues with death or
    family],” she said. “During my experience, I reordered the hierarchy of
    issues to lead a more authentic life emotionally. I didn’t realize my number
    four was actually number one.”

    “It was such an enormous gift,” said Nicky. “It’s really amazing that a
    king’s ransom arrived at my door step.”

    Today, Nicky said she would take psilocybin again — “in a New York minute.”
    She continues her therapy at NYU and will go on a drug trial soon for
    late-stage ovarian cancer. She also hopes that her openness about the
    psychedelic experience will help others.

    “I don’t think people should be so afraid of something that could be so
    helpful when you are nearing the end of life,” she said. “I had huge insight
    into my head. I can still conjure it up and I tried for very long to relive
    it — it was breathtaking.”

    Nicky is not a religious person and never expected to find God. “I didn’t
    have that spiritual experience, but my dome was very close,” she said. “When
    it opened up several times and let in the light, I would have thought it was
    my creator if I had been religious.”

    For more information on how to participate in the study, contact patient
    coordinator Krystallia Kalliontzi at 212-998-9252 or kk71@nyu.edu.

    April 19, 2010 at 7:01 pm #33958
    Steven
    Moderator

    For the DYING, perhaps . . .
    If you’re dying, it doesn’t really matter what you do,
    the long-term is irrelevant.

    But for the LIVING,
    the long-term is important.
    Looking within rather than looking to an outside source
    for some escape is what will provide real progress.

    Too many people looking for a cheap and easy solution . . .

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MMSFX1Vb3xQ

    April 19, 2010 at 7:06 pm #33960
    Steven
    Moderator

    A better approach for such people would be
    to take your workshops, such as the incredibly
    powerful one this past weekend. The cauldron
    we had going was intense.

    Plus, the added bonus of maybe curing themselves
    of their “terminal” illnesses.

    S

    [Note: To anyone reading this who considered
    going this last weekend and didn’t, you screwed up
    big time, LOL]

    April 20, 2010 at 6:22 am #33962
    c_howdy
    Participant
    April 20, 2010 at 7:26 am #33964
    wendy
    Participant

    Steven,

    Lately you become more and more a warrior for the ‘good cause’ on this forum, a kind of Tempelar Knight. Just to let you know, in my humble opinion, that your tendency to do good and right is swaying a bit to the right – meaning your liver –
    Maybe you could try to relax your inner heart a bit so you can put all that energy for the ‘good cause’ into the heart of compassion.

    There is no such thing as a black and white truth… what is bad for one, might be helpful to someone else, be caring and careful with your words and intentions of judging others and putting your own truth as the ultimate truth.
    Some people have their walk of life through steep mountains and use torny paths, some walk along sunny beaches, be caring for all.

    You are a good keeper for all us here on this forum, even a mentor to some, be aware that all us here come to share and to feel connected, seek help or comfort, want answers for questions in their practice or life. I don’t think anyone needs a Knight for the Truth, telling them what is good and bad, everyone ultimately will and need to find that truth for themself.

    As for myself, as an unknown faceless friend, I felt it was time to tell you this, it has been hanging around me for awhile. I invite you though to keep being who you are, if you feel you ARE a Knight for the Good Cause, than be it. Maybe you feel very centered with being that and is it your task to be like that, than so be it. So if I am wrong I apologize for my words.

    with loving care for you,
    Wendy

    April 20, 2010 at 2:31 pm #33966
    Steven
    Moderator

    Hi Wendy,

    I’ll own what you say. Your opinion is fair.
    There’s probably more of a tendency for Liver
    to express itself in the springtime ^_^

    The thing is, I’m usually not so direct in-person.
    I’m usually a live-and-let-live type of person.

    That’s probably one of the disadvantages of this
    means of communication; you don’t have the
    live interchange between individuals.

    As far as the drug issue, yes I’ve definitely on
    the forum here come across rather strongly and
    decisively, but part of that is because I feel that
    certain things “aren’t being said”.

    Without going into details because it will identify
    the persons in question, I’m friends with some people
    in the Healing Tao that do drugs . . . pot and
    psychedelics mainly. Some of these people have been
    doing these things for DECADES, as well as being in
    the Healing Tao for that length of time. These same
    people have violent mood swings in their everyday life,
    they do irrational things, they fall into these “identity
    crises” where they disconnect from others and do other
    offbeat things. I talk with them as friends, and they’ll
    joke and laugh with me, and talk about their “great experience”
    they had doing “psychedelic X” last weekend, and yet later
    in the conversation they tell me how ungrounded they are,
    how spacey they are, etc. I’ll also notice how they are
    also having a lot of problems in their lives and can’t seem
    to get things stabilized etc. I usually just listen compassionately
    and don’t say much of anything other than being supportive,
    and certainly nothing judgemental.

    But at the same time, I don’t like to see the suffering/misery
    that they are going through, and it is also so obvious
    that a lot of their problems would simply go away if they could
    just stop their fascination with drugs and devote more energy
    to practice and/or getting some counseling. In other words,
    their lives are in chaos and they keep seeking solace in
    some outside source that amplifies their instability, rather
    than taking an off-ramp leading to a more productive highway.
    And this makes me sad, because to me it feels more like a cry for help.

    And in particular, with reference to drug use,
    I feel like there are too many in the Healing Tao that
    “romanticize” drug use as another wonderful spiritual tool.
    The discussion or opinion is too one-sided I for pro-use I feel.
    Articles such as what Michael posted are typically not
    read with a healthy dose of skepticism and used only in the
    context of the particular individuals in the article, but
    are instead used as additional “reasoning” for people to
    continue their own drug use.

    I agree people have to follow their own paths, and that has
    to be respected. And ultimately I do respect that.
    This is why in person I just act as a compassionate friend
    and typically don’t express a strong judgemental opinion.
    But on the other hand, I really REALLY don’t like to
    see people suffering . . . and some of these
    “other paths” or “other patterns” that you refer to, people
    can be “stuck” playing them out for DECADES, which is
    unfortunate. It makes me feel that if someone could just
    have the COURAGE to point out what is going on, then
    possibly years and decades of unhappiness and wasted time
    could be avoided. Do you know what I mean?

    Anyhow, that’s sort of the motivation behind my some of
    recent posts. They really were intending to come from a
    good place, even if they didn’t come across that way.

    However, I do appreciate your comments.
    Your opinion is definitely valued, and I appreciate
    your perspective. I think there’s probably some
    merit to what you are saying also. I probably got triggered
    from some personal experiences and not having an opportunity
    to give voice to some stories that I felt needed to be heard.

    With love and qi,
    Steven

    April 20, 2010 at 3:16 pm #33968
    wendy
    Participant

    ‘I probably got triggered
    from some personal experiences and not having an opportunity
    to give voice to some stories that I felt needed to be heard.’

    That sounds that your comments were actually coming from a very caring place. And I am very happy to sense that Steven in your posting, explaining where your anger, or maybe better your feeling of helplessness is coming from. Thank you for explaining your feelings and perspective on this issue.

    And as I posted underneath I don’t support drug use either as I see too many damaged lives, same with alcohol.
    Too much damage, some irreversible, those people ‘survive’, they can’t live life fully anymore. So I understand your strong reaction better when this happens close to you, as friends can be.

    As for your Healing Tao friends, they must miss something in their practice then, if they take drugs AND practice alchemy AND are ungrounded and having messed up lives, there has to be a disconnection. Probably they use the alchemy too mentally and miss the real living communication with their inner universe.
    You could invite them for a meditation with you, and guide them into their inner garden since you are familiar with Focusing, it must be a piece of cake (no space cake) for you to teach them to FEEL.

    I am happy to feel you back
    love
    Wendy

    April 20, 2010 at 3:29 pm #33970
    Steven
    Moderator

    I really appreciate your posts on the forum.
    They have a flavor of being raw and un-self-sanitized,
    and we need some of that too ๐Ÿ™‚

    Such honesty can be quite refreshing, especially when
    so many are fearful to express who they really are because
    of fears of how they might be perceived, rather than having
    the courage to just be genuine. You know what I mean? ^_^

    Many smiles to you,
    Steven

    April 20, 2010 at 4:06 pm #33972
    Steven
    Moderator

    Yeah, and it doesn’t help either that I did do
    drugs previously in my life, so I can see things from
    the perspective of someone who does them; which makes
    it a little more frustrating actually, because I can
    look back and realize “what was I thinking?” and just
    have such a clear understanding of why it was so stupid,
    and how it really didn’t *at its core* deliver on
    its promises, and then see others that have not yet
    realized these things. It breaks my heart to see that.

    S

    April 20, 2010 at 6:36 pm #33974
    wendy
    Participant

    Steven, I did my own focusing and diving into my initial response to you. I kept feeling an unpleasant itch about my own reaction to you and had to find out what that itch was all about.

    One trail was clearly related to me, where I could clearly sense that the way you reacted strongly on the drug issues reminded me of my father who has a strong black and white view of the world. That is why I counter react with looking for colors and the grey areas in situations.
    I never really stood up to my father as I felt he was beyond reason. So my own strong reaction to you is in fact similar to what you experience with your friends.
    My words to you were an outlet in the virtual world, about my own feelings of helplessness to reach my father.

    Thank you for mirroring the hidden shadows.
    Ok you can go on ranting now, I catched my shadows and need to put them into the blender.

    ๐Ÿ™‚
    Wendy

    April 20, 2010 at 7:28 pm #33976
    Steven
    Moderator

    Fascinating chain reaction of events here!

    But no worries, Wendy.
    I never took anything you said personally,
    and as I mentioned I don’t think your comments
    were without merit either. I’m happy, as
    always, to hear your opinions. Moreover,
    I don’t think that anybody can really express
    an opinion without it being “colored” to some
    extent by their own personal experiences. It’s
    part of the diversity and richness of life, and
    it creates flavor in interaction that might not
    be present otherwise.

    >>>I never really stood up to my father
    >>>as I felt he was beyond reason.

    Then I take that as a compliment, that you “stood up to me”.
    Implying that I’m *not* beyond reason ^_^

    (smiling and being soft as I say this)

    But in all seriousness, if you ever wish to talk more
    about your hidden shadows–father or otherwise–you
    have a supportive space here.

    Warmly,
    Steven

    April 20, 2010 at 10:48 pm #33978
    Michael Winn
    Keymaster

    Now, Steven,

    I wonder if this deep exchange was possibly prompted by your Fusion 2/3 experience last weekend? Did it cause you to project your chi more forcefully or authentically?

    It was quite marvelous that after the closing circle, which took a few minutes,everyone stood there motionless for 45 minutes, like trees in an invisible forest of flowing chi.

    I would like to get your followup on that experience.
    michael

    April 21, 2010 at 2:20 am #33980
    wendy
    Participant

    Interestingly I have been teaching Fusion 1 past weekend…

    We had a double effect it seems…

    ๐Ÿ™‚

    April 21, 2010 at 2:21 pm #33982
    Steven
    Moderator

    >>>I wonder if this deep exchange was possibly prompted
    >>>by your Fusion 2/3 experience last weekend?
    >>>Did it cause you to project your chi more forcefully
    >>>or authentically?

    That’s definitely possible.

    I’ve been releasing qi from blockages like crazy.
    And when I say releasing qi, I mean volcanic type releases
    with dynamic power flows.

    I recently had a wonderful release of some blockages that
    were so STRONG, that when the qi burst forth and blasted out
    of my body, it left RASPBERRY/PURPLE BRUISES where the blockage
    burst. I have one of these on each side of my body, diametrically
    across from each other. These were some blockages I had for years,
    so I’m not dismayed by it; it’s sort of healing crises phenomenon.

    I feel quite blissful still, and generally feel like my body
    is coarsing with electricity, like I could send lightning bolts
    from my fingers or something.

    I feel a little fatigued and sore, but in a good way, akin to
    having had a real deep massage that released a number of really
    tense areas.

    >>>It was quite marvelous that after the closing circle,
    >>>which took a few minutes,everyone stood there motionless
    >>>for 45 minutes, like trees in an invisible forest
    >>>of flowing chi.

    I’m still amazed by the experience. Here it was . . . late and
    people needed to leave. I, myself, had 12 hours of driving
    to do. Not only did no one feel impatient to leave, which
    would have been understandable considering driving etc,
    but everyone mutually agreed to stand motionless for 45 minutes
    without anyone saying anything or suggesting to do so. It was
    like we all understood how powerful the energy was there, and
    that no matter what other obligations we had in the world were,
    they paled in importance to the option of remaining present
    in the powerful field. Somehow at our core, we knew that the
    field was too important and too transformative to dismiss;
    experiences like that don’t come by too often, and when they
    do, you have to take advantage of them . . . and take advantage of
    them we did.

    Beyond what I described at the stop of the post, the
    changes are still happening for me also. So I’m very much
    still “in process”, and the story is not even close to being
    finished, at least for me.

    Despite all the changes, I feel very grounded, so they are
    not taking me off my center and/or having difficulty managing
    the changes. Emotionally/mentally, I feel like things have
    come into focus. My intuition feels sharper.

    We had (having?) a really incredible experience, Michael.
    I am happy to have had the opportunity to experience it.

    Best,
    Steven

    April 22, 2010 at 4:33 am #33984
    Swedich Dragon
    Participant

    Amazing thread!

    Problems arises and seemed to be solved. Just wonderful.

    SD

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