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Sounds like you are under alot of press and stress. Interesting to her for me beacase I’ve also have an interest in taking a Ph D, but not now beacase it would kill me! I’m doing my master thesis work studing the earths gravitational fields. Mathematicaly it’s Spheraical harmonics and some technical way to manage to invert wery big matrixes with fourier analysis and such kind of stuff. Spherical harmonics is also discrete fourier analysis with the function values at the sphere. Basically measurements of gravity from a satelite.
whats your subjects of study anyway?
Good luck with finding some balance in your life while studing further. 🙂
Happy to hear you still manage to have progress with this practises also.I can see the why the spirit realy want you to come out and meet the word though. It’s not so much about the practises maybe as I thought more about your studying situation as you tell me. It’s quite amasing how much pressure a man can put himself into. Talking from my own experiences. The one that makes the most pressure on you is probable yourself, believing everybody else demanding you put in all your lifes efort in the study.
In my own case it’t probably idiotical but I have had an idea of keeping my life goals as they where before I got the burn out. I let my goals be a motivator for curing my illness. But after the master thesis I will probably just teach and go into managing to get well at 100%
Good luch with your Ph D also. 🙂
Hello all
It’s seems to me some kind of healing is taking place when looking at the dream. It’s as I see it two aspects in my life meeting eachother. The one I was before my illness and the one I have become during my recovery and with some new skills in awarness of energy and such stuff.
Remembering also that the person of the two with the illness did say I’m going to die! Hope this meens the illness is going to die not me! The other guy seems to have the possibility to keep on with the theroretical studies and to intergrate the feeling heart spirit part into a whole. And this is as I see it something I have wanted all life realy. Haven’t been able to leave my interest in the spirituality for the sake of science studies. They bouth always have been there and when I did go into the science study for some years at 100% I’ve got this illnes and had to spend even more time working with my self.
In one sense a realy bad situation my illness in another sence something good also.
I did wake up the other day with a feeling. I am prepared for dying. Not that I want to die but if it’s happen I’m prepered for it. I will just accept it and following the prosess. This is some feeling I think everybody could get; it just seems it fits in when you are 80 or more not less than 40. But perhaps this feeling is also a part of the healing. Beacase if you are prepared to give up everything in your life as you are if dying, as I see it, then you perhaps are prepared to give up the things that hold the illness on place, whatever it is.
S D analysing the dream
>>Sounds like you are under alot of press and stress.
Yeah, definitely.
>>Interesting to her for me beacase I’ve also have an interest in
>>taking a Ph D, but not now beacase it would kill me!You’ll know if and when it’s the right time.
>>I’m doing my master thesis work studing the earths gravitational fields. >>Mathematicaly it’s Spheraical harmonics and some technical way to
>>manage to invert wery big matrixes with fourier analysis and
>>such kind of stuff. Spherical harmonics is also discrete
>>fourier analysis with the function values at the sphere.
>>Basically measurements of gravity from a satelite.That sounds interesting.
I had a lot of physics in the past, although it’s been a long time.>>whats your subjects of study anyway?
I’m in pure math, so it doesn’t really have any application.
Specifically, commutative and homological algebra.>>Good luck with finding some balance in your life
>>while studing further. 🙂
>>Happy to hear you still manage to have progress
>>with this practises also.It’s hard to find a balance, but I think I’ve come to
an internal understanding. Since I do make progress,
I’ve come to some peace with it.>>The one that makes the most pressure on you
>>is probable yourself, believing everybody else
>>demanding you put in all your lifes efort in the study.In some ways, yes.
However, in my case, it is kind of the opposite.
I put self-limitations on how much/how hard I’m going
to work because I’ve learned that doing the unlimited
way is not a healthy attitude. Unfortunately, most
of the people in academia are extremely driven, and
actually do have that expectation. Hence the occasional
excuses and white lies told by me to get them off
my back, because I don’t buy into that philosophy.
I don’t see how it is worth it in the long run,
or why it matters.>>In my own case it’t probably idiotical but I have
>>had an idea of keeping my life goals as they
>>where before I got the burn out.You can keep your life goals the same, but there is
no reason why you have to put a timetable on those
goals! Allow yourself some breathing room to
enjoy the roses as you pursue your dream.>>Good luch with your Ph D also. 🙂
Thanks,
Steve>>It’s seems to me some kind of healing is taking place when looking at the dream. >>It’s as I see it two aspects in my life meeting eachother. The one I was before my >>illness and the one I have become during my recovery and with some new skills in >>awarness of energy and such stuff.
>>Remembering also that the person of the two with the
>>illness did say I’m going to die! Hope this meens the illness
>>is going to die not me! The other guy seems to have the
>>possibility to keep on with the theroretical studies and to
>>intergrate the feeling heart spirit part into a whole.
>>And this is as I see it something I have wanted all life realy.Good to hear that you’re having some healing with this!
>>Haven’t been able to leave my interest in the spirituality
>>for the sake of science studies. They bouth always have
>>been there and when I did go into the science study for
>>some years at 100% I’ve got this illnes and had to spend
>>even more time working with my self.I have the exact same issues actually.
Being drawn in both directions . . .
However, I think I’ve come to an internal understanding.It is possible to do both, although progress on both
ends might seem agonizingly slow . . . but then again,
why is speed so important? why is it necessary to rush?
Enjoy the scenery as it passes by, while you are still
in a position to appreciate it.>>I did wake up the other day with a feeling.
>>I am prepared for dying.
>>Not that I want to die but if it’s happen I’m prepered for it.
>>I will just accept it and following the prosess.
>>This is some feeling I think everybody could get;
>>it just seems it fits in when you are 80 or more
>>not less than 40. But perhaps this feeling is also a
>>part of the healing. Beacase if you are prepared to give up
>>everything in your life as you are if dying, as I see it,
>>then you perhaps are prepared to give up the
>>things that hold the illness on place, whatever it is.Now a hard question: Are you prepared to live?
I’m speaking with the utmost compassion here, as
this sounds all too familiar.At any rate, answer this question,
and watch your world turn around.S
Steven wrote: “”””””Now a hard question: Are you prepared to live?
I’m speaking with the utmost compassion here, as
this sounds all too familiar.At any rate, answer this question,
and watch your world turn around. “””””Yes I am anwering you. I think when you are prepered to die you are at moust prepered to live. Isn’t it something like this in the tibethan book of dying what is it cauld again? Have tried to read it but failed.
Like this question and will take it into myself and digest it slowly!!!!!
Thx Steven
math is all about seeing things. you have the problem, you see the resolution, then transcribe it. as such is pure magic that most cannot see.
so how can you say you do not practise.Yes perhaps math is some kind of magick. It does cultivate a certain kind of intelligence. But I’m not shore you can call this cultivation, perhaps you can.
I com to think about a story.
There was a master in archery who sometimes took students. They had to exercises several hours for years. When reaching a point when the arrow was shooting itself after years of practise the master did bow and smile and the student has made it.
One day there was an old student arriving he had the oputunity to be teached by the grand master. After shooting the first shot in his life the master did bow. The student was a master in te sermounices!
Matery in one art makes mastery in them all.
So perhaps math is a cultivation!
With regards S D
you have to see the light to know the answer
or you are cheating (learning patterns or similar)
or just using the memoryto create the solution
you have to see
so it creates astral sightplus concentration on few data for long periods
learns one the drifts of downloading
so there is also communicatingwithout those
there are many mathematicians that are normal, but the special one are either authistic or joy to be with
best friend from past
he was a best math wordwide junior
lots later when i saw him again
his third eye had 1,5 meter in diameter (2r)the math problem is that it is pure hypohtesis
but to go to its origine nature, it becomes magical
but then
most people disagree with me on the nature of math
some don’tHello Jerney.
My own definition on math. Logical imagination. So when people ask how big is the nowledge of math, -I answer as big as imagination. quite huge.
Interesting with your magical sugestions. When I ones for some days did paint for the first time in my life. I was totaly obset with it for three days. And during this time when in to something deep in the picture I feelt this is math or physics. The same feeling as when you are thinking deep into math or physics arised. Something greater evolves from within or from the uncounciousness some should say.
What a third eye 1,5 m wow.
I guess you just meen the most qreative of them. It’s interesting to see how fue the real creators are in this field. The most people doing this is just coming on to some small new solutions or ideas but some creates many new fields. Quite amasing.
Sincerely S D
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