Qigong – chest area – feeling like an instrument

Hello,

I’ve practised qigong 8 years, gradually and now more and more when I practise qigong at upper chest/breast/heart area and move my hands I get a wonderful sensation that I am a like a musical instrument that I play, that I “play” on my energies like strings and there’s a beautiful and an intimate openeness to it. The energy in itself feels completly “still”, like a still and silent ocean, and when I “play” and stir it up I get those incredible sensations.. And that it’s free for anyone to “listen” to. I have also felt this in different ways outside of meditation. Last time it felt as if I was turned into clay/paint and that I am the substance the universe is made off, and that I am being molded/painted with all the time by the universe, and that I am being “born” in every moment as an act of creation. It’s a sensation of beauty.

I am very curious to hear if anyone have experienced anything similiar and able to explain what’s happening from a taoistic viewpoint/perspective. I’ve not really read much theory about meditation and qigong.