some conclusions of practice Healing love

Its really cool practice. And my girl tell me that she have best sex with me..
But I have some problems, I foget my soul..

Healing sounds its like clean glass of your soul.

Your consciousness can be in sexual organ and you can work on it, ejaculate you or not… And you can spend many energy without ejaculation.

Now I started more listen to myself, to me heart. Because its glass of your soul and when it clean, without negative I feeling myself and reality best. And then I feel what I really need now.

My big mistake was that Im practise with illusions.. When you concentrate on yourself, your mind is in reality. And then I need to practice less then in other case. I think that illusions and porn drain your energy. When you concentrate on yourself you practice when its really need, when your sexual organ is full of energy and you circulate it in orbit.