August 29, 2006 at 5:55 am #17084
I am nearly convinced that dear Ron is playing games again with his ‘new members’ on the forum: Mr Intelligence and Mr digdug…Your frequencies are too much related to each other… One reason why I reacted not so kind, and I hope the rest of the forum will leave your silly game to yourself. You don’t want any advice you want to make the people on this forum ridiculous. Fool yourself.August 30, 2006 at 10:59 am #17085August 30, 2006 at 1:17 pm #17087
Why is it that since you start to ask questions about Venus a particular spot on my right hemisphere is getting cooked? It is so hot it flows into my system which is creating extreme heat reactions.
It is a very unusual feeling and is only extreme present when I am on the forum reading digdug. As respons to this extreme heat my body organs start to respond in a bizarre way. I had three major galbladder attacks in three days, can’t eat any heating food, have to drink lots of water and need to temper my ‘anger’, only when on the forum. As soon as I leave it it stops, except for the galbladder attacks which comes afterwards with all the side effects. The energy supply of the ground floor where I work on the computer broke down entirly three times today while on the forum.
The more I explain this at this moment the more the heat increases and is moving to the crown area. I wonder what kind of practice you practice/practiced or what did you evoke?
That is why I started to ask about what you feel on the right side of your skull…
The galbladder problems are my problems, they are not ‘created’ by you, it gets triggered by the heat you seem to radiate or the ‘effects’ of Venus you bring into awareness.
Being on a forum like this is not just for ‘fun’ it does things in much more ways than just a mental understanding. If you want to call that new age crap that is entirly fine with me.
In the past I didn’t allow myself to speak freely, afraid of being judged, that is why I created this galbladder problems but I am working this through, allowing to make mistakes is one of the lessons to not feel bad about myself and to refine and learn what is what… So all this heat/galbladder pain is learning me several things, it is releasing anger/stones as well it is increasing a lot of inner strength and confidence.August 30, 2006 at 3:14 pm #17089
Interesting about the gall bladder because, when I focussed inwards to create a post to dd in response to him giving me the “up yours”, I tasted bile in my mouth. As I went deeper I realized that his anger was pretty extensive, and I didn’t have the time to keep part of me “bent” to his gravity.
voiceAugust 30, 2006 at 3:51 pm #17091
Give me a break….
Certain schools teach you to HARDEN your aura
If you are that sensitive then surely you can tell how warm and moist Venus
it sure is bizarre that such a “Water” tradition would neglect VenusAugust 30, 2006 at 3:52 pm #17093August 31, 2006 at 8:25 am #17095
I want to highlight the subtle difference between being hard/weak and strength/openness-softness.
There is no doubt that my search for more inner strength brought me to the daoist path about 14 years ago. It was indeed the very reason to find ‘something’ that enabled me to grow strength and inner earth to counter balance the sensitivity. Sensitivity on itself is a weakness, combined with the/a -daoist- body centered approach it grows more balanced, which takes time and practice.
Hardening yourself is a defensive path, strengthening is a better term, where you can determine whether you ‘interact’ or prefer not to. With trees, plants, planets, stars, humans, beings. I believe it is part of the game that interaction is hitting into your personal issues which I see as an invitation for change instead of resisting or being afraid of change. If we want to upgrade ourselves we have to be open for challenges and take risks, meaning being open to ‘others’, with the result that we seemingly fail or seemingly are ‘weak’ in the eyes of other people. So it is.August 31, 2006 at 9:27 am #17097August 31, 2006 at 11:20 am #17099
If so, I understand what happened.August 31, 2006 at 1:34 pm #17101
As part of Thelema, you practice shapeshifting.
Enter a calm meditative state and then feel your self become a Ram and clash with brute force into opponents. Become a horse and gallop across the fields. Become a lion and tear into your prey. Feel it with your whole body. Then become a soul and love/resonate harmonize as the Tao golden elixir is teaching. This is a great practice which many of us do.
Be hard like rock, then explosive like fire.
Learn all these things as ways to be.
But, as part of Thelema, you always connect to humans as a resonant, harmonized collective soul as antecedent to all other interactions.. this approaches the Khabs, but more truly the Khabs in the Khu.
You can channel a goat and thrill in brute collisions to play football. The problem is when people try this without establishing the resonant collective soul as primary first. That’s because that connection must be worked on or else must arise spontaneously. The Khabs is within humanity, not humanity within the Khabs.
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