In the last months several major nightmares have descended upon me :
> pulled my back
> chipped a tooth
> large infection of my digestive system
> roof is leaking
> boiler just tried to explode
Is there a message ? Perhaps I am blocking it ?
Is it the lower world biting me because of my progress ? Or someone biting me because I am not making enough progress ?
Did I do something wrong ?
After 2 weeks of abstaining from bad things, the last 2 days I indulged again, and now back on the wagon hopefully for good this time.
Feel like I am under attack some times. Maybe it’s my imagination.
My take: I like Abraham Hicks description of what is negative emotion. According to them it is a difference of the desire and wellbeing your inner being and what is happening (or what are you thinking, observing etc.). I beleive that outter circumstances are only an indicator of what is inside, meaning a consequence.
Since I’ve read that you are doing diets and qi gong lately, this is probably a kind of detox. I would recommend to flow with the changes put the mind on the back seat, be open to change, extra flexible, maybe your beliefs and habits will change and enjoy the ride. And ride forever 🙂
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