February 22, 2007 at 1:34 pm #21300
I had an unusual experience a few days ago. For the past weeks i have felt “drained”, it recently took another turn. I was in bed trying to sleep and my solar plexus become very active (and also the spot opposite to the solar plexus on the back). I got into a strong orgasmic bliss. It felt godlike, as if the universe worshiped me, and would’ve have been very bad for my ego if it had not ceased. This lasted for 15-20 minutes. I tried to keep it with my will, and that ended it. The day after i noticed that i don’t feel drained anymore. My energy centers seems to have increased in “quality” as if the orgasmic bliss chi has been distributed and balanced evenly in my energy body.
How could this blissful energy suddenly appear from nowhere when my energy body was drained?
It was as if i got it for free without having to do anything (except for my daily routine: qigong and later zazen with a rose quartz crystal on my crown chakra). I don’t know why i got “drained” in the first place, it could be related to excess sexual activity.February 22, 2007 at 2:24 pm #21301
Usually when I am drained for reasons that aren’t obvious my subconscious is working overtime digesting experiences. Did the blast come with any particular shift in attitude or demeanor in familiar situations? I am aware of such times in lucid dreaming and perhaps it came right as you were about to sleep and your ‘guard’ was down. BarFebruary 25, 2007 at 3:59 am #21303
i’ve had the experience that you desribe a few times in the past couple of months.
it seems to me that the drained feeling might be a sort of incubation phase whereby a new higher vabrational state is being integrated in the subconcious. this might take some energy away from the physical for a short while, whether it be minutes, hours or days. this phase for me, has at times felt terrible, but now i realise it’s more like the darkest hour just before the dawn – just part of the process
once it is integrated……………wow, like you said “orgasmic bliss”.
there is no better feeling hey?
during this state, rather then try to hold it with my will, i prefer to relax/surrender/be in IT. then, it is not seperate from YOU, so it can’t leave you.
of course, the intensity might subside, but the vibration/revelation/experience/ bliss/”aaahhhh” etc has now become a part of you.
thanks for sharing this experience and may more come your way.
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