April 28, 2007 at 6:04 am #22093
Last night during my female class we came to the interesting conversation of the necessity of immortality for women and if there was a typical pathway in the female practice.
The question was raised why we had to condense the pearl, as it was felt as a very yang method.
So I let them fall into the lower dantian and make a sphere of awareness, a premature pearl, I made them expand that awareness three times in three globes, one for the lower body, one from the body to the surface of the earth, one from the body to the middle point (the magnetic pole) of the earth. Each time the internal sphere became stronger, more fed, more magnetic, more powerful.
The simple conclusion was that without the condensed awareness of an internal sphere (pearl) it was impossible to hold the space for a larger body.
As well the internal and external spheres exist simultaneously, you could say there is an ‘I’ and the earth, yet it was felt as one body. It made them aware that without the yang the yin could not expand, nor hold so much awareness.
We made a pathway from the lower dantian, to the uterus, from the uterus to the vagina-perineum, right into the magnetic pole of the earth, which was felt as a delight, a very sensual sensation, although some felt it like a big task, taking in all the rubish of this planet.
During my own internal meditation I asked earth what she had to offer, I saw giant erruptions of lava coming out of her ‘vagina’s’, she showed that as her menstruation, full with heat, internal debris she was expelling out, red blood of fire.
Then she took me to the water, her blood ran into it and created massive steam, that was filling my body. Creating a nice strange feeling in my kidneys, as the water pole, steaming it up to the breasts.
Everyone felt strong and energized, working with ‘her’ is a pleasure, and the more I understand her, the more I find ‘my way’…April 29, 2007 at 3:44 pm #22094
I did what you wrote and got a great connection with Earth, full and expanded in the solar plexus. Later, I started thinking about the “Earth-like” planet that was recently discovered, and Pietro’s semi-flippant comments about people making connections with it. I then became aware of the stars around me, but not visible in daylight, and the planets that surround them.
All of a sudden, I felt and internally saw jagged light connections between me and the moon, and then the planets. Very different than the resonance I typically feel with the moon and sun. I remembered having seen those sorts of jagged lights in some of Alex Grey’s paintings, like the one shown below.
Since then I’ve played with these connections, feeling them between me and people, trees etc. They give space a very full feeling, but they disappear as they reach other beings. They are not simple light beams, but feel more like some sort of hyper-dimensional connection, that worms between dimensions. I’ve also been exploring these sorts of connections to inner space. They only go so far and then, hmmm, maybe they turn into dark light…
Do you have any experience with this? Any insights to offer?
ChrisApril 30, 2007 at 8:30 am #22096
I tried to make a ‘reason-able’ answer, but I deleted it every time.
Whenever I connect with ‘her’ to find the right words, she pulls me out of my head.
She makes me feel like the Venus of Willendorf, agree not the most desirable figure in our society, but I don’t care.
In my search for the best answer to your questions, I considered to cut and paste someone else search to feed your mental/intellectual hunger 🙂
nice you tried it out and felt her power, taking it deeper you will find a treasure beyond words…
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