wendy

When there is hate there is no love, at least not for your enemy. So I think it is pretty obvious you are happy and joyful when you see your enemy slaughtered and death. When hate has become part of your roots, you have every reason to dance and sing on the death bodies. No compassion, why should you! It is at least ‘honest’ to celebrate over the…[Read more]

People like you make me yawn. If you feel so much anger and frustration DO something instead of sitting behind your computer making comments, you are not different than Alexander – as you would respect him if he was a monk; Ha, what are you then? You are at the other edge of that same line, he is trying to be positive, you are being negative.…[Read more]

Not my text but one that resonates:

‘The cycles of the Moon reflect the cycles of our lives. Each month a new moon is born in darkness passing through the portals of the celestial womb. As a youth, she hangs tenderly as a crescent befriended by Venus who teaches her the ways of beauty. Quickly she waxes and blooms in fullness, in menses, as her…[Read more]

very logic, because ‘activity’ moves your liver energy so you don’t need ‘fake’ replacement for your energy to move you through the day…

Alexander did a good job explaining ‘inner weather’ ,no need for more explanation

Coffee is absolute poison for my body, if I drink it more than one cup my lips become hot and itchy, I have a spot on my leg (galbladder meridian) that starts to itch bad, I have a spot in my intestines that starts to hurt, and as result my right shoulder is getting painful and on top everybody near me can tell I drank it because of my terrible…[Read more]

Adding one thing… I stopped working in the hospital when I noticed I left people dying by themselves. As soon I walked in the corridor I felt drained, my joy was gone, my empathy left, I felt I became numb as most of the nurses and doctors. I couldnt care any longer for the pain and suffering. So my time was come to leave.
Time to work inside…[Read more]

Alexander, during dream time I felt how I hurt you, I woke up during night and considered I would reply to you as soon my day started, as I do now.
You are a very intense person, so am I. Living life like that is very demanding. Not only for us but as well for people around. I learned to slow down, if I would live outside what I feel inside I…[Read more]

Alexander, I think you are taking her to a place where she doesn’t want to be. Try to respect that. She made clear in the past that she doesn’t want to go where you want to go, respect that. I know what you are aiming for but you use a little too much pressure to make her doing that. Not everybody is willing to show their deepest feelings. She…[Read more]

Glad it reached you… :))
For those who wonder, it was beside the forum, a personal exchange from North to South…

The timing of your posting is perfect…it has shed some clear light, thanks

You know what, I know all that, not from books, not from any scientific proof, not from any other earthling, but from download through my practice!

and you know what, so what if we are a genetic manipulated spieces, that the ‘gods’ are our creators, no need to make it so difficult in your postings…you are not the only one who sees life on…[Read more]

yes you are right, behind it all there is a logical body-neuro-hormone mapping, no doubt, no discussion about that…

Because that is how it worked for him and for his first adepts probably. Every advanced teacher will have his/her modifications, and every teacher needs an overall model to work with.

When you find a practice you feel connection with, you apply the pathways given to you, when you are supported by your teacher, you start to be more confident,…[Read more]

It is difficult to discuss ‘positive’ practice experiences. I had many ‘experiences’, but what is the use of starting to talk about it because they are MY experiences born from my personality, my needs, my hunger, my pain, my ‘mission’ on this planet and my flaws and things I need to learn. All these practices are tools to come to that and are…[Read more]

Sly, it took me a long time before I had a real grip on the lower center.

14 years ago we had not much of explanation other than ‘condensing the chi into a pearl in the triangle between navel, mingmen and sexual center’…. was it something substantial we were suppost looking for or what is all in the mind, as imaging something? Little was…[Read more]

As long as there is no reasonable explanation for erasing I consider the posting valid. If not, it should be communicated, if there is no communication than it can be re-posted.

That depth is sometimes ‘killing’ yet so rewarding if there is courage and openness to eat it all the way…I would not choose any other path.

So lets dive the deep and swim singing out loud and smiling all the way through while tears mingle with the ocean water and become part of the ocean. I know I am not alone in that vast water… and…[Read more]

Sensitive children who are born into stressfull situations, like parents who fight or drink, mother who is not able to give enough of her ‘inner earth’ to her children because of emotional problems, an ‘overstressed’ father who may or may not becomes violent or silent for days and weeks, etc etc. These children become very sensitive to the…[Read more]