wendy

We have this challenge with everyone around but in a relationship it goes even deeper, even more challenge. That is very true. I saw/see ‘problems’ with others as a mirror and use them to reflect to myself. Often a very painful habit but one that gives result.

At the moment I have one with my mother. I can see how she in her marriage has been -…[Read more]

Hey Mat, absolutely welcome to share your experiences from down under, no sorry needed and you are absolutely correct and I agree fully. I am not sparing myself as a woman/ womanhood (previous postings), nor spare men for their share. We are only able to go forward when we open up, share, talk, understand and change strategy in a better one,…[Read more]

Trunk said it nice,

Seemen is a powerful elixir, it can be charged either with dirt, either with love.

What do you prefer Plato, a loving vagina or…
What do you think I prefer, powerful nice smiling happy seemen.

If you are happy, I am happy, if you feel hate and anger, I take that hate and anger, you feel relieved for awhile, and I…[Read more]

yes women, much more on an emotional level.

Partners should not use each other as trash can but see each other as a stair; helping each other to climb up the stairs.

It is my experience that men dump their tensions/emotional garbage in women’s lap. It is my understanding that because of this mechanism, women tend to built an emotional and energetic wall against their partner/s to protect themselves from this or if gathered so much garbage (without cleaning themselves by practice/meditation) they react…[Read more]

<<<<<<<<also that a Being don't depend from other sources of energy IF he KNOW the laws of five forces AND the intraction between human beings, yin yang and ego.
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Once you get that, and AFTER you forgive yourself for the 'mistakes' along that path (which were mostly necessary to get there anyway), life becomes beautiful. Takes some…[Read more]

I agree, during my darkest nights, years ago I withdraw from every ‘spiritual’ activity, and took time to digest and settle down.
I figured that earthly tasks helped me to stabilize all the intense changes my body/emotions went through. Digging any further will take you even further away from your center.

I am pretty amazed: are you suggesting that these children have shut down orbits? I am struggling for 13 years now to get that thing working but I considered I have no orbit (joke) but nevertheless I always wondered why?
I guess I am a pre-historical indigo kid, with one foot in the old world and one in the new one. I understand now why so many…[Read more]

Thanks Mat, ‘coincidentally’ I am very much looking for these kind of tools.
I already found some helpful tools that works with pyramids and octaeder energy. Our house and its inhabitants (human and non-human) are the perfect try-out. My friend is checking our immunity every week to see if it is improving, and it is so far. We still have two…[Read more]

Dear Plato, I did take a look at your blog and was disappointed. Is it possible for you NOT to judge and use others to fight against. Your blog is like one big ANTI propaganda. It would be nice if we could see your big heart for once instead of the me-against-the-others.

I am not interested in who is right and who is wrong, I am interested in…[Read more]

Thanks, several things start to make sense now. It is my feeling that these three worms or monsters are crucial in once cultivation. That they are seen as repulsive I can agree with that.
At least in my brain, it is very usefull to see them like described in the Shang Ch’ing scriptures. It is something I can relate to very easily and makes it…[Read more]

Are the three pure ones anti dote for the three worms? If the worms are lust, greed and anger, what are the three pure ones as their ‘medicine’?

And Plato I love to read your opinion but ‘your blog’ is unknown to me. Don’t forget I don’t belong to the insiders, so give some keys.

Beside my inner work (for about 13 years) I had some good results with high potential homeopathy. Something taken from outside in but helps to get more space to work better inside out. Recently I used nux vomica ch 12 to release my liver better and I have to say my liver is much more balanced and happier. My liver was/is my worst organ, going in…[Read more]

I enjoyed your presence on this forum, your non-average language was like cream on the pie. Good luck on your path.

And if your going is because of the annoying bug dumping some shit once a while, just ignore it.

<'although outwardly many 'helpers' appear to be very humble. '<

As my mother I was hungry for appreciation, I became a good nurse, they called my an angel and I felt good, appreciated. But I gave so much my heart became tired, heavy. Whatever I put into those patients it was never enough to heal or to comfort their pain and suffering. I…[Read more]

Doing good deeds:
1.My grandmother gave money for the poor, donated for every organization who claimed to help others. She was very religious and believed that a true Christian had to help others. One could say she was a good woman and did many good deeds.

2.My mother is doing good deeds, she is helping others as much as she can but underlying…[Read more]

hey Max, we had this discussion before…but again. My inner fear for silent meditation was caused because of silent meditation and its effect which caused deep fear. thanks to inner alchemy I was able to overcome that fear and I am able to sit in silence again without fear. Both are justified. Like yin and yang, they are different yet together…[Read more]

Your words are like poetry, nice!

I took another look at some sites and it is the great -stellated -dodecahedron I mistook it with the great dodecahedron. The points of the great stellated one are very similar to the one I feel, more refined, sharper than the small stellated one.

It was very similar to the small dodecahedron but used the body shape to make the figure, so the points were more narrow, no so width.
Although when walking around in my daily ‘doing’ it has more that solid figure, having a more grounding effect.
As for the ‘female’, that was a joke, in my feeling it was beyond any polarity.