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Aggresiveness.
Very weird gate.
All martial arts has.
Alas as osho said: it is repressed male sexuality.
And if sexuality is involved is it not somewhat gay.
Even glenn morris chose for the cover of his third book the angry god.
Guess if it is pent up sexuality.

Can you imagine consentual benevolent rape?

Remember zeus?
well did…[Read more]

Throat thingie can happen in contact with presence of competing authority

(well issuing command to foreign bodies may be considered a challenge to the controlling entities)

opening eyes.
Coughing throat.
All just reactives.

Strategy is not reaction.
Accept the pressure.
Keep working
continuosly relaxing the throat.

Don not change…[Read more]

studying moving ictures is next step after studying static picture. a bardon concentration exercise.
so a medium checklist.

0.
there is difference between porn where ejaculation is shown and one htat there is not.
latter usually has scripts 🙂
1.observe her emotions

there is fear, anger, hate…
younger usually have fear, seasoned have…[Read more]

humans are awaken.
as such idea that one needs to leave to get better
is interesting
when that which was awaken was already there.

this also refers to first line.
it is public notion that one should leave.
but it is a private secret that
‘after one pierces the veil, he wants to come back’
‘back to mamma’

some school call this a…[Read more]

1.
blind

if one practices what one’s master has told him to
the if such subject gets hurt,
it is the master that is at loss
for he has just lost an asset.

2.
certainty

if one is a master
he is than himself faced with uncertainty
that can make or break him

3.
guaranty

many claim to teach
yet do not give guaranties
perhaps…[Read more]

pua is an independent master
a ht instructor has a master.
there might be a conflict there,
but in itself
why would a pua supplicate.
that is a conflict of identities.
it is also an invitation to who do not enter uninvated.
and touching is a good enough means.
it takes one slip into weakness.
but then who is never ever weak.
a…[Read more]

Anal gate
back gate
two back gates

females are already leaking through front gate
a special worship,
one should choose if one wants her to worship the new way.
There are actresses with strong brow microcosmic point and i have come to associate it with anal worship.

Kumar warned not to dissolve more than one to two inches. That is the…[Read more]

Always self therapy.
As one gets skill,
inner practise becomes outer.

Not because one affects with others.
But because one cultivates ones greater space.
Which said other has come to occupy. Which gives legitimacy and keeps choice in the practice.

So theraphy others, yes, but only when this is self work on greater scale.
Otherwise it…[Read more]

Reactive healing is interesting.

Assuming free will is also.
That also means full responsibility.

How can a A human will such thing?
It is not ego will, but still it can be a choice.

Movies have shown the merit of coma
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0267287/
or there are tales of somecalled masters
whose subordinate were plucking corks…[Read more]

bra is a bandha, a lock
it does constrictingly affects the breast,
but it also fixes the gravity center to middle dan tien, as is appropriatly ascribed to women

women carry many implants with them. connection is usually protected by great reactivity.
so proceed with care. forewarned is forearmed.

there is a dillema how small politely…[Read more]

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very interesting question
even the nature of question posing reflects subject matter

however since you already have your gut feelings one should be faithfull

mental wondering makes new insight
but should not be sonfused with speaking
one can study the nature of many projected systems
but be only one
his own
for he is the act of creation

however teeth bearing should compliment wondering
if it has a mouth, it feeds
so somebody must be food

living is true recapitulation

well it was a call for knowledgables

1.
shen chi
formula is shen chi ching
where is ching
ching relates to function

2.
the exact same thing, except through a different cultural lens
it helps to point out the similarities and boldly includes all beliefs in varying degrees
—
true. so what is the sameness, its reason, purpose.
and…[Read more]

consistently no buddhist trace for quite some time

what is buddhism without buddhism
or before

there are some who define tao
invoke even religious structure
then it is correct to say one is a not

1.
winn dream course is good indoctrination

2.
deaths
smaller
greater
greatest

beath
absorbtion
sleep
death

thus should be some similarities

3.
lucid dreaming
ala robert monroe astral projection
is
wood element practice

as glenn morris made a comment
‘and can see in his liver’ or somethin like that
about a…[Read more]