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Aggresiveness.
Very weird gate.
All martial arts has.
Alas as osho said: it is repressed male sexuality.
And if sexuality is involved is it not somewhat gay.
Even glenn morris chose for the cover of his third book the angry god.
Guess if it is pent up sexuality.

Can you imagine consentual benevolent rape?

Remember zeus?
well did bull as zeus rape a cow that was hottie
when he mounted her
it got him in trouble, but with wife

.fear conditioning and body destruction exists,
and one study it on one’s own.
here is benevolent rape.

0.
sex is a form of dealing with male and female madness.
where one can be mad and still civil.
here is a short presentation of male madness.
Understand female madness on your own.
Like read e.g. the pimp game by mickey royal for some illustration into yin hell.
Or envision what becomes in society where females consistently mate with betas.

1.
wife emotionally frustrated and illed
german new medicine correlates this with unresolved issues regarding children among other things
wanting children and frustrating this goal
by integrating this frustration one can use attracted energy also productively
this means gooing to root of sin. Moment of reaction and selflimiting choice. And integrating that which was locked in what is now. Without blocking being hit by the tail of that selflimitng choice.

2.
some want children
such goal definition is sufficient if one is sufficiently possessed by ancestors
in modern times civilization seems quite competitive with ancestors and certainly does not mind feeding on its children
as do ancestors (per celestial prophecy, book 2, imho)
passive sex magic
however is possession is weak then mortal sex is akin to gutwrenching harakiri

3.
sex magic has active component
goal definition
and off-spring is not the goal,
it is the means
a physical means
as are other less physical aspects
accompanying the copulation,
all of them are aspects working for the work they were created forma­tion

on the other side a child per se cannot be a goal for it’s yuan chi
which makes him free human with a destiny

e.g.
1.goal: merging chia and kumar techniques : good goal definition
2.goal: merging western and chinese taoist tradition: good goal definition
3.goal: make a child: this is bad goal definition. Child is immortal pil since it has yuan ching. This is like with money (yuan). It is not the goal, it is the means. Destiny is the goal. And it works through structure (easiest through fractal,selfrepeating structures). So goal should be structure and not process oriented.
All previous goals also include its relationship with previous structures, like in:
we all stand on the shoulder of those before.

so define goal
which also names the participating woman
like money woman, benevolence woman, training woman
or more slang versions of name labels

4.
sex magic has passive component
gravity
in taoist wordspeak that are virtues
of which goals are only manifestation, concretizations

after contemplation of one own virtues, hopes and other unutterances,

contemplated your female’s virtues
(which are her gravity)
virtues are recognized through action
that she will retract to during copulation.

If she/her lineages hold sins one can command them,
not just accept,
to work them for the goal:
by understanding the reason for the sin
while being fully alligned with the goal
the energy stuck in sin is released in nurturing the goal structure

Male and female operators have both this gravity component.
Her wins.

5.
after contemplative preparation
you benevolently rape her

(things should be simple: after all preparation one should just let the heaven and earth do its thingie, do the work, while human players engage in nonintellectual activity)

(well it is rape if she refuses to yield her goal structure to yours.
But if supllicated in asking permission the sex initiation is castrated.
Like Puskhin said in his secret diary: choice of the woman in not where the relationship goes, but rather if she is in it.
Unless she is the man 🙂 )

(However male have overabundance of heaven connection-male goal structure winns.
As do her virtues on the yin-earth pole.
She swallows him him with her earth.
If he neglected to choose, or has just lost the battle)

(before the advent of the phase of feminism rape was impossible within marriage,
and if outside the marriage it was a crime, but not because her I conscience resisted,
but because she mated in a way that was outside of the clan that she belonged to thus weakening the clan
Plus do not forget selfdefense: do you want to mate with viper cobra … tiger in fighting mode,
or get the hammer stuck in the wrench?)

(now in the time of consentual sex such supplication is very castrating to the ability to dominate)

absolute responsibility

6.
benevolent rape is only possible with imbalance of male ‘hormones’ in male.
it is manifestation of aggressiveness.
Lets observe left-right hand cultivation examples

bitch is term for female dogs
male bitch is used for shorthand for male humans that are female humans in internal make-up: male female humans, but since this is name-confusing, just male bitch

example of left hand path
.male bitch wills a chastity
.male bitch releases all means of external expression of male urges (mahamudra)(including all kinds of internal projections, including in the head, and keeps shit where it is: in gut/soil/earth)
.when all means of male expression are not fed, the yin gate (perineum point: bui hui or hui yin ?) opens (by itself during meditation, or dream state or accupresure)
.chastity by means of cycles of days and moons starts feeding internal channels restimulating all stagnations and stuff, which when transformed-integrated forms central channel
.male bitch’s central channel grows and stabilizes, including its connection to heaven
.his central channels starts working as antenna
.he is able to start downloading shit and projecting it with all appendages, including tripod’s

example of right hand path
.male bitch kowtows to the master
.the master opens the central channel (need a visual image?) of the male bitch and continues pumping it/filling it with juice in time
.male bitch grows a beard as he ages
.now older and matured, male bitch makes/takes a bitch

left hand, right hand: in both examples results are the same.
Both paths show how male beard is internally gestated and manifested.

7.
rape is of course the heavens’ actor view. With great struggle and low strategy there is suffering.
Less struggle and more strategy resistance lower.
(and no tension=no battery charge=no creation=no wheel)
Hence benevolent rape.
It is the way of creation.
It creates what heaven and earth want.
It is creating the world anew.
The new world.
That is then manifested in work, projects, all else.
And birthing mortals.
If nothing is blocked then all results are fine.
For all that is manifestation of internal pulse or struggle.
Which is also a way how woman lives with and without children.
My children…
My precious…
All is there.

8.

just to not forget: absolute responsibility

9.
Short commentary on a tantric book.
As tantric it is hot on upward flow from perineum point up,
extremely for from head up,
and very against downward flow from perineum point down.
It does not discuss downward flow from heaven to perineum.
Just remember that bitch-slapping is not hard.
Braveheart is hard.
Hard enough to appreciate feminine.
You choose what was kings’ education or monks’ education.

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Throat thingie can happen in contact with presence of competing authority

(well issuing command to foreign bodies may be considered a challenge to the controlling entities)

opening eyes.
Coughing throat.
All just reactives.

Strategy is not reaction.
Accept the pressure.
Keep working
continuosly relaxing the throat.

Don not change internal structure in any way
it is throat gestalt,
the obvious way of gestation when verbal communion.
In time it moves through.
You just birthed an elemental that then works your work.

If need be wait. In silent moment if needed. There is time. But not for forcing.

Correct.

Amen.

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studying moving ictures is next step after studying static picture. a bardon concentration exercise.
so a medium checklist.

0.
there is difference between porn where ejaculation is shown and one htat there is not.
latter usually has scripts 🙂
1.observe her emotions

there is fear, anger, hate…
younger usually have fear, seasoned have hate

2.observe her mouth

a.
spincter is spincer, either vagina or mouth
so big mouth is big vagina is tigress/elephang
but small is small is deer

some deers are riding whales/elephants
it shows
riding whales is already stretching to the uterus entrance inso breaking the uterus seals
especially when accompanied by armoring of body

b.
if mouth correlates with her vagina opening
observe her mouth
is it tense or relaxed
tension of mouth/vagina is a form of armouring

3.
observe her forehead
is she controlling character that yield through governing channel
or more yin character and yielding is through conceptual channel where more armoring in around the mouth

4.
observe the sounds
is she using more consonants (sh, ch..) which is her way of maintaing control/armoring
or is she incorporating vowel (i,a, o) which is her wav of yielding
or is she just close to silent which is least interfearing

(note: being riding mercylessly but drugged males for 6 hours … well she can yield once but then she is busted out which is not plesure if she still has to finish her shift
so armoring is survival strategy)

5.
do you see a human or fox

6.
observe armoring of her torso/spine
how alive is it
where is it broken
which spine part is she using most

7.
monitor taser marks:
is she taser trained.
8.
study her feet.
It is most pherepheral, hence least attended to.
Her feet show her class in society

9.
observe her flexibility
observe her
her public work teaches a lot.

10.
you can also study him.
But let keep it on her.
Understanding them makes one appreciate her work even more.

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humans are awaken.
as such idea that one needs to leave to get better
is interesting
when that which was awaken was already there.

this also refers to first line.
it is public notion that one should leave.
but it is a private secret that
‘after one pierces the veil, he wants to come back’
‘back to mamma’

some school call this a secret
hence they are so focused on lineage thing.

so is it a budhism
sure
but there is also a secret teaching attached

being ignoring both aspect one can
simply and say stay,
though some stay just dence

so neither statement is correct

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1.
blind

if one practices what one’s master has told him to
the if such subject gets hurt,
it is the master that is at loss
for he has just lost an asset.

2.
certainty

if one is a master
he is than himself faced with uncertainty
that can make or break him

3.
guaranty

many claim to teach
yet do not give guaranties
perhaps money back,
but not ultimate warranty

if a pagan sect were will to absorb its subjects individual will
then it wouldn’t be a sect any more,
it would be a religion by size.
but their subjects would all be healthy and human immortals.
it is easy to check.
are they?
heaven immortal is not exactly the same, isn’t it.

4.
individual’s manifestations of sickness

they are backed by the full life force of the individual incarnation
control it in a place,
and you get secondary manifestation of same force elsewhere.
easy to get lost in.
hence it is a matter of centering, grounding of space
but there is more

for such an act
‘heals’ through changing the world
by a change
and it is magic pure

5.
innuendo

a subject differs from a master
that when a subject is challenged
he defers to his master as his lightening rod

but master is not vague
but he can fish
and wine and dine and dance in hall

6.
‘sexual practice … wil kill you’: if sexual practice does not cause cancer, how can it kill if is not the cause of cancer
‘if anyone remembered’: assumption of loss of record is interesting and unsupported, but negative facts cannot be proven, right
‘you should’: a entity believes so and all other entities should do or tolerate someting, a real truism
‘something’: true truism, if one assumes that that something varies-if not than this is again framing

7.
‘not in healing tao’
well, ht is the open gate school of this verse.
how can a close gate challeng an open school in debate
when the definition of closed door is that one must submit his self to the school to enter the gate.

8.
this writing assumes that a K. entity is not a master.
as such it would be feeding its school if one were to ‘argue’ a point with a closed door school.
this is only a public analysis of a common frame of mind.
that it is common should not be a surprise for there is also existing belief
that masses are not free.
but that is another matter

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pua is an independent master
a ht instructor has a master.
there might be a conflict there,
but in itself
why would a pua supplicate.
that is a conflict of identities.
it is also an invitation to who do not enter uninvated.
and touching is a good enough means.
it takes one slip into weakness.
but then who is never ever weak.
a path.

scientist
if she is a scientist and an empiricist
then there is the question why would someone restrain her from
experience of stabbings and irridiation of modern othodox medicine that
is in social states being paid by the state with mandatory taxes.
reports make contribution to the growing knowledge of such practises.
an interesting double lock.

children
if she is a modern female human
she is probably entangled in contraception,
a process of abortive manifestation.
if she wants children and continually dwarfs it manifestation process
by mechanical interjections or chemical poisoning or more crude mechanical means
such process is still a creation
but a dwarfed one
and so are its results.
societaly it produces feminism.
and also individual characterisation.
and if in mind, so in body,
such processing may produce aberration in the body.

relationship
women sometimes engage in relationships
that should she endure in them would not result in fulfilment of her virtues.
but still they do it.
either projecting introvertally trying to supress themselves
or externaly and trying to supress the other.
but one cannot eat bitter indefinately, so a self rejects and emotional instability of relationship ensues. it she keeps at it it is selfhurt
if she tries to establish control over the other
and fails, she may still keep going (at it),
but getting more and more mad inside.
hence weird mind. and weird body.

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Anal gate
back gate
two back gates

females are already leaking through front gate
a special worship,
one should choose if one wants her to worship the new way.
There are actresses with strong brow microcosmic point and i have come to associate it with anal worship.

Kumar warned not to dissolve more than one to two inches. That is the first gate. Trainning such gate is generaly not intrusive.

Next gate is prostate in males. Penetrating this gate can cause anal leakage.
One must choose if one wants to learn to eat with ass, right.
Prostate milking does make one look stupid in the moring, the price is about the same as that of a liver flush. Three days.
It is a legitimate shatkarma. Or bandha. Or mudra.
(very goog manual: http://www.amazon.co.uk/Asana-Pranayama-Bandha-Satyananda-Saraswati/dp/8186336141 )
(practise http://www.langkawi-yoga.com/mula-bandha.html

„yogi is a man who blinks with his ass“
(essence of tantric sexuality, p. 148)
http://books.google.si/books?id=iWRr4QrNB1AC&pg=PA148&lpg=PA148&dq=ashvini+mudra+anus&source=bl&ots=7UgaW5fNOx&sig=pjRA3Wi9ipCKkZwytspKS_3X-3U&hl=sl&ei=OgQASrrlAsaE_QaU06T8Bg&sa=X&oi=book_result&ct=result&resnum=7 )

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Always self therapy.
As one gets skill,
inner practise becomes outer.

Not because one affects with others.
But because one cultivates ones greater space.
Which said other has come to occupy. Which gives legitimacy and keeps choice in the practice.

So theraphy others, yes, but only when this is self work on greater scale.
Otherwise it could be called consumption of karma.

Unless one already leaks, will keep leaking, and in process of reverse psycology
is gathering merit points.

Or one is just spending.
Free world.
In any application.

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Reactive healing is interesting.

Assuming free will is also.
That also means full responsibility.

How can a A human will such thing?
It is not ego will, but still it can be a choice.

Movies have shown the merit of coma
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0267287/
or there are tales of somecalled masters
whose subordinate were plucking corks in their noses or something like that
to prevent ants (?) from destroying their masters’ bodies

how about an ordinary scene.
Lets say that sobody is hurting his conscience.
Not doing what it wants.
Not creating his destiny.
A disconnection from reality will occur.
While such human is still strong,
he will perform as all other.
Bur as he gets weaker, so will his grounding, for his center is not grounded here anymore.
And as he gets singificantly weaker,
well it still can it.
The bodies of above masters did not take any conscious selfcare.

What can one do.
For others, nothing.
But for one’s self, that will also deal with the situation is a great skill.

A possible way in debilitating situations is
surrogate processing (slavinski)
dark dianetics (hubbard)
or just tantric
where one processes not his position, but of another being.
It is sometimes called misappropriation of free will, or not.

Search for all the sins in his life. All the patterns of emotion.
All the games he played. All the scenarios he outlived.
All that you have resistance toward.

And seek what was it hiding. For it is tricky, as positive and negative emotions are not bad per se, are just a constructive or unconstructive way of manifesting of a same cause.
And seek what in all it are you resisting.

Cleaning a mirror creates a catalyst. Wheever a one who denies his absolute responsibility for life tries to grasp for you, such a mirror makes it unnerving for him. Even so that it changes, which the what one can wants. Or at least one is not part of his problem.

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bra is a bandha, a lock
it does constrictingly affects the breast,
but it also fixes the gravity center to middle dan tien, as is appropriatly ascribed to women

women carry many implants with them. connection is usually protected by great reactivity.
so proceed with care. forewarned is forearmed.

there is a dillema how small politely small one should get. too small, and ones beast jumps out, gets twisted or others’ beast infringe the soul. to big, and one gets to be the stormcaller / lightnenning conductor for the very healthy society which provides appropriate compensate.

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very interesting question
even the nature of question posing reflects subject matter

however since you already have your gut feelings one should be faithfull

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mental wondering makes new insight
but should not be sonfused with speaking
one can study the nature of many projected systems
but be only one
his own
for he is the act of creation

however teeth bearing should compliment wondering
if it has a mouth, it feeds
so somebody must be food

living is true recapitulation

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well it was a call for knowledgables

1.
shen chi
formula is shen chi ching
where is ching
ching relates to function

2.
the exact same thing, except through a different cultural lens
it helps to point out the similarities and boldly includes all beliefs in varying degrees
—
true. so what is the sameness, its reason, purpose.
and if there is consistent differential present, again speculation or assesment of its reason was notpresent.

This happens all over the world in different mapping systems and can often lead to a battle of semantics.
—
battle of semantics is for intelectuals. but such debates are the fore front.
it is actually war.
each system is individual act of authority of god. individual creative act.
this has two consequences:
a. there are some who allign themselves with a system while not knowing what they are doing. that is not a creative act and as such such humans become dependant on the structure and become hungry ghosts. this may even happen to the founder.
b. after the establishment of a system any new practicioner if rejouveneting tha structure and its stuckness. his fool-ness is praised. and any deviation from practice means misallignment which stuckness does not appreciate.never let go, as they say.
simple example of above is a master feeding of a ritual practice of newbies.

is really like an operating system
—
a side not. is it or is it not. authority. creation. responsibility.

3.
every system has a function.
an function is creating structure for the creative intelligence to manifest.
thus is should be simple.
non contradictory, selfrepeating patterning, including all.
so simple that it should be so obvious
that it needs less and not additional words to describe.
no words actually.
it is not even necessary

4.
alchemy=chi kung
chi kung= breath work
breath work=breath control
nonpracticioners should be controlled
?

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consistently no buddhist trace for quite some time

what is buddhism without buddhism
or before

there are some who define tao
invoke even religious structure
then it is correct to say one is a not

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1.
winn dream course is good indoctrination

2.
deaths
smaller
greater
greatest

beath
absorbtion
sleep
death

thus should be some similarities

3.
lucid dreaming
ala robert monroe astral projection
is
wood element practice

as glenn morris made a comment
‘and can see in his liver’ or somethin like that
about a boy

however going back to monroe
after his happening
he did not sleep a lot
but his photos revealing
like kidney exhaustion
might even be written something like the rv literature

4.
dream commands
are not ego commands
observe the picture conscious work is not very deepy
thoughts are deeper
yet thought is not superficial word
it is concrete
or perhaps even abstract
or even symbolic
this is already more deep

so is also with conscious control
one can go deep only as much
before having to split up
which is not nourishing

5.
going unconscious is nourishing
and deepest

6.
dream yoga solving
allign with a issue
mental wondering is one way out
but when tired stay here
stay
when going down
then uncousciousness
when coming back the issue will still be there
waiting
so when unconscious conscience meets issue anew
new learning is gained

there is method of going down and
method of going up

7.
if superficial dream command is superficial
what makes it deep

emotions:
emotions are deeper that abstractions but less then symbols
kiss
so
after recognizing symphatetic link between problem and its emotional content
allign with both
when going down first the knowleables will go
but with holding the issue dear
dearness will go further

timeline:
what is that one invested more energy in than ones life
‘live good life die good death’ bkf
so
what one invests time during the day
thath one sowesth
ritualistic or not

8.
that revealed the deepest issue and deepest dream command
life
trust

9.
any aimed dream yoga is consumption
for aimed work even proffesion writers recommend writing down immediatelly
for life work such is unnecessary. Such happenings are like automatic upgrades for next time work

10.
dream yoga is true self work.
Ego is mouth of self

11.
dream work unconscious touch
dark light
some light
unmanifested light
not lucid/manifest light

12.
dreamtime
get grounded

13.
dreamwork makes omens understanding
positions may be shifted but emotions is truer
possibilities are to rise up to or let them slide

rigor (AOL of rv) may weed incorrectness out
but learning growth will slack

photo from joe macmoneagle mind trek book p.80
http://www.geocities.com/hjgfjhgjh/consciousness.continuum.JPG

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