Jernej

the will of fire is to please
(water inside of fire)

the will of water is to endure
(fire inside of water)

two different volts

there is no redemption for the will in water
it is to fully be
it is you

there is redemption for fire
thus it is said that when
you create an elemental
it is always good to determine its…[Read more]

human

you say you cannot change
yet you will transit in decade or some

it is already here
so why all the drama

grasp both

great

1. he does not have a problem. his situation is just helthy and lifeprotecting reaction to forcing. why should his intestines heal just to endure such … again.

2. spraying thich water on intestinal fire… it is only natural that the fire might get hurt. The dilemma between consequences of blowing the load and killing the fire of gut. Is the…[Read more]

you don’t have to be
for that would be great blessing of sorrow

demons are the tears of siva after his love lost

Brachmacharya is where I contemplate.

If I want to achieve certain goal I can shift into doing and sexed being.

There are two distinct heavens(hells) of each sex. Each has its own dream that has a heart.

I can easily shift between being a bitch and an misogynist.
As a alpha am misogynist.
As a bitch… watch for my blade.

All my…[Read more]

A
regarding your free flow, you have the choice to polarize it now
(or you will abide in empty space indefinately
and since endurance is but a puff of smoke
there is no other choice)

B
regarding your pattern (nature), you have the choice to fullfil its destiny
(every polarity (volt in Bardon) has a goal
you fight it
you create it
you…[Read more]

Oil is the blood of the earth. Jack Lorber

So it is attractive to heave to control the blood of earth.
To suckle on the ambrosia.

It is dark sorcery to poke holes in earth and then burn its blood.
It is akin to cutting human’s wrists to feed the little beasts.

Ingo Swann: the only virtue of high IQ score is your ability to perform well in such test, and not your intelligence or anything else. He derives this from word definitions, in Secrets of power, irva.org .

i am misogynist and i do have a shadow

I generaly sign letters Happy.Jernej so am as much happy as jernej.

History of Zhao Bao:
http://www.cttaichi.com/vcds.htm

Found a vcd:
http://www.hiquasports.com/taichi/chuanWUDANGzhaobao75steps-bzYUAN.htm
http://www.itcca.it/peterlim/historg8.htm

It is amazing to find practicioner who has strong lower back and knees. His rolling of…[Read more]

I just unscrewed back and arm support from office chair.

Easier to target the sitting action. And no balls consideration when on front edge.
Sitting on usual position or front edge.

Same practice. Hard core. One starts to resonate with Indians who don’t use back support and consider whites as back whimps.

Still had to use chair with back…[Read more]

http://www.chineseboxing.com/media/CXW2005TN/CXW2005SF/CXW2005S.Florida/index6.html

site clipped it

index for whole seminar, as it went off site

The dantian rotation principles and emitting force is different too.

I design my own interpretion based on distance study of Kumar, Chia and Winn. Winn’s empty force breathing, Chia’s tai chi chi kung (bone breathing/central channels, belt channels, dan tien expansion/rotation) and walking tai chi form and in circle.

What is the defining…[Read more]

Always living the contracts to the end.

Been contemplating your issue of woman mentrual wear. Washable dippers padded with plastic foil. Quite complicater. Did you find a easy solution?

Sure woman can mate 24/7. So strong is the urge that some get addicted and then poison themselves to prevent the fruits of their labour.
This is male misoginy. Or balls. It takes year to grow them.

But it is great mystery, the female orgasm.

It takes chi and concentration/integration to get it.

When the pearl orgasms.

If the pearl…[Read more]

Yielding to external authority is never good.

Certification is insubstantial. It is the passion of practicioner that rubs off. And face photos are public so everybody can see for themselves.

Book is an attempt. Sure majority will suffer from experiment. Only minority will not. This is colective learning. Onehundredth monkey syndrome says…[Read more]

The book says:
-consult your doctor and shrink
-consult certified instructor
-take care.

If one misses any of the above, it is “people”‘s fault, not Chia’s. Always.

Knowledge is always dangerous. Sometimes its presentation is more and sometimes less skillfull. Potentially usefull and potentially dangerous. Presentations evolve. Hence this…[Read more]

couple of years of stupidity

then when one learns the grace of moving, gentleness and awareness…

1 year: for healing the ankles
1 year: for healing the knees
1 year: for healing the hips

THEN THE STEEL CAN BE YIELDED.