wendy

Thank you for clarifying your posts.

You are a Senior instructor in HT by name, but are not teaching it since many years you said yourself. So that title is not relevant to me other than being it a name but the experiences you had that made you who you are today makes it relevant, and that is what I like to hear. Who you are, what you feel,…[Read more]

In one posting you present that immortality can not be a goal but is the result of virtue, yet why do you post a reply where you want to see prove for the ‘result’ by HT practices?

Yet you want a judgement by the readers of this forum, about the existance or non-existance of an end result that can not be the end result, as posted in your…[Read more]

SD,

That sounds all very authentic and honest,
thank you for sharing your experiences with your practices
I hope to hear more of where you are going with it…

Wendy

And Steven, the real reason for Chris his posting was to kindly warn you for something.
Chris felt more strongly attracted to post to you to try to give you a warning for where you were going in your postings with Yudelove.
That is the most I want to share about it but believe me that Chris was doing you a favor.

Steven,

We all have our own style of posting and our personality that comes with it.

Are you considering my postings as parental? That is fine, so you feel that is my style. As a mother of three teenagers, being a spiritual teacher and therapist for over 15 years my style is more parental, yes. That is how I am in real life and that is how…[Read more]

Steven,

It sounds that you are upset about the fact that people are not listening to you as you want them to listen to you. That is life and that is why we exchange ideas and feelings about the process.

Everyone agrees we are all children of God but life is teaching us that the path and the truth are not necessarily on the same map. We see…[Read more]

hi SD,

It is a difficult question to answer:
Is the practice helping; Yes
but life is more complex than that
I have a personality that is dual: I can be extremely flexible and easy going but I also can hold on to old structures and certain morals (my Capricorn ascendant).
For a capricorn family and children are very important, that is why I…[Read more]

hi Steven, your questions are not strange at all, I will try to answer them:

1. If I had to do it all over again? I have no clue, because it DID happen, so I go from there, and this point in my life I never felt better, my life was never so full with passion for life, for love and with someone who is sharing it all, that it took 15 years to get…[Read more]

hi SD,

I know several people like your story, giving up the comfort for some unknown future is too scary and also often when the initial love rush is over reality kicks in, with all its work to make the love rush into a day to day living situation,
then the old situation looks better because it is known.

Your children question: we both…[Read more]

I am not sure if your comment is meant in general or to me in specific.

I will go for the general one, as I do not consider myself a sissie – contrary.

My postings are outthere to shed a light on experiences that are warned for, for stories that are heard or read about, to make a point that it is REAL.

I had many deep experiences with…[Read more]

As Chris said polyamory for me was an escape out of an unhappy marriage. I figured it would give me what I could not have in my marriage but keeping the safety of that marriage for the children and the comfort for myself.

I see that many people in long term relationships are opening up to that sort of idea. Keeping what is good and adding…[Read more]

30 minutes after posting my first one, the universe offered me a great mirror through a relative new client of mine who struggles with sexual and emotional abuse.
I called her to reschedule an appointment and she asked if she could talk with me on the phone as she felt bad and did not know how to proceed further – since we started to work on her…[Read more]

I had been doing repeatedly basic, fusion and bone marrow courses AND took intense bodywork classes and treatments to help me ground as I understood that was a problem for me.

YET I was not prepared for the amount of energy that ran through my body during the events, high voltage through wires that were hardly prepared for it (or maybe that…[Read more]

I took a 4 year course to become a Naturopath (after being a nurse for years), yet, the out of my body one was caused by a course I took seperate from that. It works on the information stored into the bone structure and bone marrow (still one of my favorite techniques I apply on clients).
I had no previous grounding practice.
After that…[Read more]

It will be always the big question if those experiences were somehow necessary for some reason.

Looking back I gained a lot of wisdom from it, it strengthened me. So the end result is positive.
I learned to embrace it as part of the adepts walk through the maze.

But there are at this point two things that come to me when you ask this…[Read more]

Interestingly I have been teaching Fusion 1 past weekend…

We had a double effect it seems…

🙂

Steven, I did my own focusing and diving into my initial response to you. I kept feeling an unpleasant itch about my own reaction to you and had to find out what that itch was all about.

One trail was clearly related to me, where I could clearly sense that the way you reacted strongly on the drug issues reminded me of my father who has a strong…[Read more]

‘I probably got triggered
from some personal experiences and not having an opportunity
to give voice to some stories that I felt needed to be heard.’

That sounds that your comments were actually coming from a very caring place. And I am very happy to sense that Steven in your posting, explaining where your anger, or maybe better your…[Read more]

Steven,

Lately you become more and more a warrior for the ‘good cause’ on this forum, a kind of Tempelar Knight. Just to let you know, in my humble opinion, that your tendency to do good and right is swaying a bit to the right – meaning your liver –
Maybe you could try to relax your inner heart a bit so you can put all that energy for the…[Read more]